I posted my story elsewhere on lpsg several years ago. Here it is again ...
My first sexual experience with a guy was my college roomie.
At that time, I had an awareness of my attraction to guys, but I was waaaay too scared to act on it in any way.
My roomie was a redhead guy, friendly, outgoing, self-confident. We hit it off and started doing a lot of social things together - occasionally double dates with girls. We shared a bedroom with an attached bath, so quick naked peeks while showering/changing were not uncommon.
One night after we finished in the hot tub with some girls, he was taking a shower and came out of the bathroom sporting a full hardon. I was laying on my bed just wearing boxer shorts. I was completely dumbstruck when I saw him with a hardon. With his self-confidence, he just laughed it off and made some comment about being horny all the time. I got flushed and was completely speechless. He could see my embarrassment and quickly apologized. It probably would have ended there, except for I popped a boner too, and since I was wearing just boxer shorts it was pretty hard to hide the fact. He made some other comment and told me not to worry about it. That was a tremendous relief to the tension and embarrassment I was feeling. He then suggested that we jackoff to get rid of our hardons (he was obviously feeling pretty horny). Because of my intense curiosity, I couldn't force myself to say no, so I just kind of shrugged and said ok. However I can tell you that nothing would have ever happened between us had he not been the initiator. He seemed eager to go first, so he jacked a load off fairly quickly while laying on his towel on his bed. I was too embarrassed to do anything more than sneak a few quick looks while he was jacking, although I was super curious to watch him. His hardon had a downward curve to it, with a big purple mushroom head and bright orange pubes. The effect was pretty dramatic and I was fascinated just looking at it because it was so different from my own cock that pointed straight up to my belly button. Anyway, after he shot his load he asked me if I was gonna jackoff too. In a split-second decision, I said WTF to myself and peeled off my boxers. As I started jacking off, my roomie surprised me by getting down next to my bed to watch. He said he always wanted to see a guy shoot close up. His face was probably only 12 inches from my dick while he watched. I gotta admit that this kinda weirded me out. I ended up giving him a pretty good show (if I say so myself) - rubbing my balls a lot, arching my back, and finally shot a big spray onto my chest. He seemed really impressed by the whole thing.
That was the start of many jackoff sessions together. After that, we had an unspoken agreement that we didn't need to hide our hardons from each other. We even would take showers together sometimes and jack each other off in the shower. We never sucked or fucked each other (that would have been waay too "gay"), but lots of dick play. Once we even shaved our pubes together in the shower - go figure. The farthest we ever went was to sleep together naked in the same bed. While doing that, we would engage in "dry humping" where we put our hard dick between the other guys ass cheeks (without penetration) and then thrust away until creaming between his cheeks. Very hot and almost as good as the real thing. Don't ask me why we never considered this too "gay" - none of this made any sense at the time.
It was incredibly fun, but not without problems. Through all of this I found myself falling in love with him. He continued dating his girlfriend which started making me crazy jealous. The more jealous I became, the more he pulled back from me (understandably). By the end of the semester, we were barely speaking to one another. It was a very difficult time for me. After the semester ended, we never saw or spoke to each other again. He later got engaged and married his girlfriend, but I was not invited to the wedding.
I have such a mixture of emotions about that whole period of my life. It was incredibly fun, erotic, energizing and liberating. But it was also painful, confusing, frustrating and difficult. The one thing that lingers is my big attraction to redhead guys - I'll never get enough of that fire crotch.