Exploring my gay/bi/straight curiosity ??

[Almostcurious7]

I wanted to write this to see if anyone feels like I do. So I’d considered myself straight. I’ve been with women my whole life. Over the last 5 years I started jerking off with a friend and I swore I’d never suck dick. So obviously I ended up blowing him and I liked it A LOT more than I expected!! Now the thing is, I do not like getting blown by guys. I can’t get hard but I fucking love giving a bj!! I also have zero attraction to men in the sense of intimacy. I don’t want my body touched or rubbed and there’s 0 chance of kissing. But lately I’ve been toying with the idea of topping. I have no desire to bottom. I feel like imma little conflicted. Anyone else??

 

[danimal32]

Everyone is different. Try topping and see how it goes. The fact that you aren't attracted to men, have no desire to be intimate with them means just that.

You're not wrong in any way. You may meet a man that changes your current thoughts and that's fine, too. Do what feels right and enjoy - life is short to do otherwise.