Other than the occasional trip to a bath house WITH my partner, I never fool around with anyone local. On the very rare occasion that I go away for a few days on my own my partner lets me know that "it's ok, just be careful". Twice in my life when this has happened I've been so flattered, and enjoy the fun of the fling that I end up having feelings for the person. I totally love my partner and it annoys me that I can't seem to enjoy a bit of fun on the side (twice in 25 years) and not just enjoy the thrill of something new and the flattery received from (in both cases) very hot guys. I come home all in a funk missing these people terrible. The first time it was after on night! How crazy is that.
The first guy was only 22 and it was thrilling. It had never happened to me before and I thought the feelings were real and it scared me. The second time, last week there was friendship and a bit of "fun" over the course of a week. After realized that the first experience was a silly infatuation, I thought I could handle. The feelings have faded much quicker this time but I can't deny that I liked him and the experience. I wish the feelings never developed and that it could just be a fun memory.
Anyone else have similar stories.
The first guy was only 22 and it was thrilling. It had never happened to me before and I thought the feelings were real and it scared me. The second time, last week there was friendship and a bit of "fun" over the course of a week. After realized that the first experience was a silly infatuation, I thought I could handle. The feelings have faded much quicker this time but I can't deny that I liked him and the experience. I wish the feelings never developed and that it could just be a fun memory.
Anyone else have similar stories.