Falling In Love Too Easily...

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Other than the occasional trip to a bath house WITH my partner, I never fool around with anyone local. On the very rare occasion that I go away for a few days on my own my partner lets me know that "it's ok, just be careful". Twice in my life when this has happened I've been so flattered, and enjoy the fun of the fling that I end up having feelings for the person. I totally love my partner and it annoys me that I can't seem to enjoy a bit of fun on the side (twice in 25 years) and not just enjoy the thrill of something new and the flattery received from (in both cases) very hot guys. I come home all in a funk missing these people terrible. The first time it was after on night! How crazy is that.

The first guy was only 22 and it was thrilling. It had never happened to me before and I thought the feelings were real and it scared me. The second time, last week there was friendship and a bit of "fun" over the course of a week. After realized that the first experience was a silly infatuation, I thought I could handle. The feelings have faded much quicker this time but I can't deny that I liked him and the experience. I wish the feelings never developed and that it could just be a fun memory.

Anyone else have similar stories.
 
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Yup. It can mostly be credited to being young and naive for me. I was pretty deep into the nude pool party scene in la when I was 18-19, bouncing around different rich guys' houses for free booze and hot guys bc everyone loves black teen bottoms. I met this one guy at a pool party I went to, but didn't know anyone at and we IMMEDIATELY clicked. He was a hot 54 year old silver daddy with a great swimmer's body and a decently long but REALLY fucking thick curved cock. I was supposed to be meeting someone there, but they flaked so I latched onto him since he was really friendly and really hot. After only talking for 10 minutes, we were already making out and he grabbed one of the bottles of vodka one one of the tables and we went inside the house to find a room. He waited until I was blowing him to tell me his boyfriend would probably be looking for him outside. Thinking "OH HERE WE GO *rolls eyes*", I was like "Well go then, you should've told me you have a fucking boyfriend" and I went to get up, but he pulled me back and bent me over and fucked me for a minute, then told me to stay there and honestly, he fucked me so good for that one minute that I said "Yes, daddy" lmao.

So like AWHILE passed (at least 15 minutes) and I was drinking int the room on an empty stomach (DUMB), so I got drunk pretty fast and closed my eyes to go to sleep, but he came back in with his boyfriend. He looked SO MUCH like ex NFL LB Willie McGinest that TO THIS DAY, I can't honestly say whether or not it was, but all I know is his cock was LONGER and THICKER than the guy I liked and it was already rock hard bc he was wearing a cock ring. He introduced me to him and told him that I said that I wanted them both (which was TECHNICALLY a lie bc I never said that, BUT I totally did right then), so we had a 3some in EVERY definition of the word, including them DPing me for about 30 seconds before they stopped bc I was screaming so loud and the boyfriend fucking him while he was fucking me before they took turns cumming on me. We all fell asleep in a pile until someone knocked and said the party was ending.

So I exchanged numbers with the first guy and we stayed in contact, went on dates, I slept over his house every weekend, and it was great bc he said him and the bf weren't serious bc the bf was in the closet and he liked me more. This went on for like 2 months during the summer and we were having sex in his car in a parking lot one night and I ACCIDENTALLY said I love you, but he said it too. Sooo I THOUGHT we were together until I was preparing to leave for college (in Washington) bc I affirmed to him that I would stay faithful AND THEN he had the audacity to say "What do you mean?". I then found out I was just his summer thing and that broke my little teen ass heart lmao
 
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Other than the occasional trip to a bath house WITH my partner, I never fool around with anyone local. On the very rare occasion that I go away for a few days on my own my partner lets me know that "it's ok, just be careful". Twice in my life when this has happened I've been so flattered, and enjoy the fun of the fling that I end up having feelings for the person. I totally love my partner and it annoys me that I can't seem to enjoy a bit of fun on the side (twice in 25 years) and not just enjoy the thrill of something new and the flattery received from (in both cases) very hot guys. I come home all in a funk missing these people terrible. The first time it was after on night! How crazy is that.

The first guy was only 22 and it was thrilling. It had never happened to me before and I thought the feelings were real and it scared me. The second time, last week there was friendship and a bit of "fun" over the course of a week. After realized that the first experience was a silly infatuation, I thought I could handle. The feelings have faded much quicker this time but I can't deny that I liked him and the experience. I wish the feelings never developed and that it could just be a fun memory.

Anyone else have similar stories.
I have had similar experiences. Do you think that there could be a "void" in your heart that these
tricks or FWB fills making you feel wanted and desired?
 

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I have had similar experiences. Do you think that there could be a "void" in your heart that these
tricks or FWB fills making you feel wanted and desired?
Part of it's the attention. I've always struggled with low self asteem as far back as I can remember. It's that thrill of new romance and that high is like a drug. I just wish it didn't happen. It would nice to have the experience and then have a happy memory. This "crush" has actually faded very quickly. I was actually angry with myself that it I let it happen again.
 

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I go back and forth, between seeing every friendly female as "she's into me", and being oblivious to near stalker-level flirtatious advances from women I have zero interest in. The latter is actually worse as it means having to shoot her down at some point.