i recently contracted my first STD. or first set? this shit is real! i really walked around with the type of arrogance that it could never happen to me. i used condoms during anal sex, but never used them during oral sex. my doctor believes i may have contracted both chlamydia and gonorrhea. like...as in....at the same time. who does that? after experiencing INTENSE inflammation and pain while urinating(to the point where i was in tears and i NEVER cry!) i checked myself into the ER and was given four beautiful and magical pills of azithromycin and 1 shot of rocephin (i think it was rocephin). a few days later the symptoms are finally going away. but now, i have a fear of catching an STD again and don't even have much interest of even touching anyone's dick. it's starting to turn into a serious complex. i went out again for the first time and every guy i saw i was like "yeah he probably has an STD. and by probably i mean definitely!" i'm not even suppose to have sex for like a week i think, but i honestly can't see myself having sex for a very long time. i'm talking years! who can i really trust? what if it's herpes or HIV next time? this kinda blows!!! sex is such a beautiful thing for me. i was never into drugs or alcohol or stealing or being violent...sex was always the best choice and i feel like i don't even have it anymore. by the way: i was treated as if i had chlamydia and gonorrhea. the doctor had to do that. she was pretty certain that i did have it based on symptoms like swollen lymph nodes and painful urination and discharge. but i won't know for 100% sure until my test results come back.