Feel so depressed

[1018071]

Never mind tho! You got 101 in your thread! Now that's average babe! Well done! #BigKiss!

 

[someperson]

Listen very carefully! I don't respond to attention seekers who have a personification of a knitting pattern and no cognitive cohesion other than narcissistic, tendencies to provoke professional people who are trying to give you cognitive advice.

I think it's starting to look like you're just playing a game and really there's nothing wrong with you at all.

You do seem very narcissistic childlike, childish I don't think that you like to provoke people to get a reaction out of them.

But when people don't give you what you want you begin to assault them on the www!

I just feel really you're a bit of an attention seeker & just need a little bit of attention & when people give attention & feed into your need for attention,

But when it doesn't go your way you begin your campaign of assault against them on the worldwide web.

I feel that it is more than likely why you've got kicked out of your parents house and why you are in the situation you're in, because you have a behavioural problems, an issue with your behaviour which is unacceptable.

I just feel like you want people to massage your ego, & that is what you want & when people don't bang your drum, You start to come out with this nasty behaviour of you blocked me, for what reason other than narcissism, you seem to suffer delusions of grandeur and that is a serious mental health problem you need to go and see a doctor but I'm signing out goodbye.

I just feel like I'm getting nowhere, like your just dead wood, so there is no point in continuing with this conversation have a nice day, bye!!

ahh that is why i had you on ignore. .I'll put you back on it

 

[AlteredEgo]

must have been its 335$ for the tests which i dont have.. i saw in the online pdf they had

Gofundme. I would give to an educational plea.

 

[1018071]

The lack of GED tells prospective employers that you have no follow-through. You cannot set a goal, and see it to the end. That may not be true about you, but it is what prospective employers will assume. They may also assume that you cannot handle simple reading comprehension and arithmetical tasks.

So, how can you prove them wrong? Volunteer. If you cannot get paid work, and you have the cushion of your parents home, do volunteer work. I have lots of work experience in accounting, but no accounting education, because I volunteered for a small credit union. My work there involved updating passbooks, processing loan payments, and accounting for monies in and monies out on a daily ledger, or double checking someone else's work on the same. I did that for a year. It was fun. If I'd wanted to pursue accounting, the next step would have been to begin formal education. Instead, when I decided to try out retail years later, that experience on my resume helped me get promoted to middle management with only 30 days experience in retail. Moreover, I have a fancy, expensive culinary education. And while I was completing that I learned that a lot of people I ended up working with (in unpaid internships, mind you) had gotten their jobs not by going to school, but rat her by working their way up from washing dishes and bussing tables. As opportunities arose, they asked to be trained, and they became responsible for cutting vegetables, and eventually butchering meats, and in many cases, cooking. There is always a way.

And how did I end up in culinary school in the first place? I had work experience, but a lot of it was "adult entertainment", not anything I could put on a resume. I was 26, depressed over the death of my mother 7 years prior, but desperate to move my life forward. I found my passion, made a plan, accepted help.

You need to see a doctor. Depression is serious and could ruin your life, and the lives of those around you. Get it addressed. Get any physical problems addressed too, as they may contribute. Any kind of hormonal imbalance will disturb your ability to cope and function.

I bet if you went to your parents, told them you wanted to seek medical attention and internships as a foundation for future success, AND take a course to complete the GED, they'd be willing to support that plan. But as a grown man with no plan at all, it is natural that they might be looking to give up, afraid that they are enabling you to set yourself up for dependency and failure. It is sink or swim time. The next move is up to you. Swim.

Very well said!! He doesn't follow through with anything, not even a coherent answer to your questions! What he doesn't understand is that, someone may of been sizing him up to get him a job, I have friends all over the world and probably could of got him a job! Maybe! But with his childish narcissistic self delusional delusions of grandeur personification, I really think he doesn't want help, just attention! So mate, tour honestly wasting your time! He doesn't answer people on here and totally skips by the genuine people trying to help him! Anyway I can't be bothered with this, I come on line to relax not go back to work! hahaha! Bye x

 

[1018071]

ahh that is why i had you on ignore. .I'll put you back on it

You won't out me on ignore! Cyber trolls can't put people on ignore for fear of missing anything!! But I am out if here so no need! BYeeeeE!

 

[Dave NoCal]

I haven't gone back through this thread but I am pretty sure that the OP has rejected every single suggestion and offer that has come his way. Perhaps he is trolling for "fun." Perhaps he is a help-rejecting complainer. Regardless, it is highly doubtful anything anyone here says will be put to productive use.

 

[rinzu]

Hang in there. Find something positive to focus on. Trust me it gets better. I had a hard time finding a job, have an embarrassing chronic illness (ibs) and I'll close to 40. However i got a new girl, have managed my v illness, and starting a new job. Think positive and change will happen.

 

[ronin001]

Life can suck at times in one way or another even for the most blessed among us. With the time you have, work on your weak points, build up your strong points. Lower your dating expectations a level or so, apply to jobs you would not normally apply to.. in order to get where you want be there has to be a start

These are 2 appropriate Asian Quotes

Opportunities multiply as they are seized.

The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step.

 

[Hippie Hollow Girl]

Hey Someperson, I just skimmed over this thread. Sorry to hear about your depression and other problems. Have you ever had a full psycho evaluation? Reason why I am asking is because I am a mom and I have life experience with family members with situations like yours. Are you using recreational drugs? Sometimes that is involved and it can make things worse. I live in Texas and I know Texas has programs to help. Have you tried Goodwill? My brother in law quit school in Middle School (he was too busy running with the wrong crowd) He never finished high school or got his GED and he has never had a problem getting a job. ( Brother in law is from Arkansas and he didn't have a problem getting a job in Texas. I am sure he didn't mention that he didn't finish high school.) Not that I am telling you to lie. You still need to get your GED. It will give you confidence. About moving out from your parents.....do you not have a friend you can rent a room from? Maybe try Craig's List or worse case scenario Airbnb or a hostel. (where you can rent a room day by day.) At some point you do need to go to the dr. and have a full panel blood work done on you and physical exam. You are way too young to be having problems with ED.

 

[someperson]

Hey Someperson, I just skimmed over this thread. Sorry to hear about your depression and other problems. Have you ever had a full psycho evaluation? Reason why I am asking is because I am a mom and I have life experience with family members with situations like yours. Are you using recreational drugs? Sometimes that is involved and it can make things worse. I live in Texas and I know Texas has programs to help. Have you tried Goodwill? My brother in law quit school in Middle School (he was too busy running with the wrong crowd) He never finished high school or got his GED and he has never had a problem getting a job. ( Brother in law is from Arkansas and he didn't have a problem getting a job in Texas. I am sure he didn't mention that he didn't finish high school.) Not that I am telling you to lie. You still need to get your GED. It will give you confidence. About moving out from your parents.....do you not have a friend you can rent a room from? Maybe try Craig's List or worse case scenario Airbnb or a hostel. (where you can rent a room day by day.) At some point you do need to go to the dr. and have a full panel blood work done on you and physical exam. You are way too young to be having problems with ED.

yeah I've smoked weed a 4-5 times in the last year.nothing recently though in the last few months. due to peer pressure.
yeah if rent a room i would just blow threw what i have saved in 4 months tops its expensive here in California.. took me 5 years to save what i have. i would have had more but my parents stole 3000 from me some of it was paid back. about 1400 the last amount was 3 years ago i got any from them




the local goodwill stores are shady or poorly managed they have very high standards on who they will hire and want a resume. with the application

 

[techpump]

do you have any friends? I mean real ones? If you are this down and out and actually are talking about killing yourself, surely a friend that you believe in will believe in you too. Surely if such a friend exists they could put you up for a little while you got on your feet for no charge. Maybe a few bucks for hot water or something.

I lost my dad 12 years ago to a terrible oral cancer, and my wife got the same cancer 2 years ago, and then last year it came back in a different place. Radiation and chemo following the second surgery. You want to talk about down and out??!? She pulled through fine, is clean and healthy now, and her attitude couldn't be better. I was a fucking wreck. I mean super wreck. All of us go through shit. But in the end you have to move on and take each day as that day comes. Like this thing you just wrote above my post. you have to put blame for something on someone else. "Parents stole from me." That's not the point. The point is that you have money NOW. Forget what they did. you don't want to be there anymore.

Stop making yourself out to be a completely innocent person. Unless your parents are the most sadistic fucks on the planet you cannot blame every person out there for your own misery. Once you own your own issues you can defeat them and move on, because then it's just you. as long as there are other people you can put blame on you will never move on. Health begins with YOU and no one else. Sure you've had a rough time, but we all have. You can get over whatever is ailing you, you just have to be positive and try.

 

[1018071]

do you have any friends? I mean real ones? If you are this down and out and actually are talking about killing yourself, surely a friend that you believe in will believe in you too. Surely if such a friend exists they could put you up for a little while you got on your feet for no charge. Maybe a few bucks for hot water or something.

I lost my dad 12 years ago to a terrible oral cancer, and my wife got the same cancer 2 years ago, and then last year it came back in a different place. Radiation and chemo following the second surgery. You want to talk about down and out??!? She pulled through fine, is clean and healthy now, and her attitude couldn't be better. I was a fucking wreck. I mean super wreck. All of us go through shit. But in the end you have to move on and take each day as that day comes. Like this thing you just wrote above my post. you have to put blame for something on someone else. "Parents stole from me." That's not the point. The point is that you have money NOW. Forget what they did. you don't want to be there anymore.

Stop making yourself out to be a completely innocent person. Unless your parents are the most sadistic fucks on the planet you cannot blame every person out there for your own misery. Once you own your own issues you can defeat them and move on, because then it's just you. as long as there are other people you can put blame on you will never move on. Health begins with YOU and no one else. Sure you've had a rough time, but we all have. You can get over whatever is ailing you, you just have to be positive and try.

Really sorry to hear your sad news! But you can't compare yourself and other people in your family to him! Who is to say, one badness/illness/heartache or sadness is any less important? I really think there is a lot of people who have no empathy for others at all.

The kid is looking for support, and someone to talk to, if he had that, would he be on here talking to no face profiles or others on here? I wouldn't think so!

I feel for him, and wish I could help, but I can't and its sad that hos parents can't be what they should be! Kids are for life, not just for Christmas or to get a better welfare cheque! & the mentality of some people on here is like, completely nonresponsive to the lads needs or what he is going through! He needs to be encouraged to get to a doctor and talk through these issues!

In America I feel the society is ruthless, if your not insured, you can end up with no care or doctors or health providers at all, it's horrific how welfare like we have an NHS, which the world envy's and often tries to get into for free, when to me, there should be a healthcare system in place globally to see to the needs of everyone, an NHS world! So that people aren't left on the street to fend for themselves when it is bloody hard for them!

We call ourselves educated, and humane, when to be honest, from what I see, America as rich as it is, just doesn't care less for people!

People shouldn't have kids if they wanna dump them once they hit 21 yrs old, it sickens me to the core how parents don't give a crap about their kids once the welfare benefits run out and the handouts for their kids! Or when they can't be bothered once their kids hit a certain age!

I'd flog my arse to make sure my kids never wanted for anything ever! I'd care for them from the day their born to the day I died or they died!

I hate this mentality of 21, bye have a happy life! It disgusts me to the core!

If that kid lived in the UK, I'd do anything and everything to help him!!! I would do what ever I could to help him get the care he needed to survive!

People run round raising billions in charity for cancer, foreign aid and what ever else, but don't give two hoots for their own people, their own citizens and fight for a welfare medical called an NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE - free to all and paid for by the state, and the state gathers it back through a fair and equal taxation, but it is the evil people in the US who put a block on that!

Like in the UK, there are people doing everything they can to destroy an NHS in our nation which has been the best creation ever created in the nation! It is the single most important and brilliant creation ever thought and devised!

Every country should create it and stop being so horrible and evil, blocking it and preventing it from happening, and if you really care for your fellow man, then take a pen and write to your local governor or politician and get them to create a WORLD NATIONAL HEALTH SERVICE, which transcends throughout the world! I mean our NHS has bases in another country or even countries! We together can create this, but one voice is not enough to make it happen! Millions or billions of voices are!

As for this kid, you should reach out and touch somebodies hand and make it a better place, if you can! Instead of just listening to a song and or playing in your head! Actually do it!

 

[LaFemme]

You are just full of excuses. The only thing that seems to perk you up is the thought of screwing your friend's mom. Believe me, you have nothing to offer her. You're just a black hole of self-pity.

I have a friend who is a quadriplegic who runs a business from her chair and blowing through a straw. Another friend who is a paraplegic who got married three weeks ago and is a physical therapist for other people who are adapting to wheelchair life. My best friend of twenty years is legally blind and has three degrees - she manages a nursing facility, has travelled the world. Another close friend who used to be sex worker who now has a Ph.D. and is a professor at a major university. Personally, I live in chronic pain and come from a pretty tough background. Ketchup soup and stealing toilet paper from the gas station. No education. Depression? Oh, yes. But I have a degree and a high paying job in a career I love.

Either listen to the advise given you and stop making excuses or accept your life the way it is. Accept that you like waking up at 3 and jerking off to porn and flipping stuff on E-bay. Doing nothing and complaining is easy. Change is hard. It's work. Work. Every day you spend telling us why you can't do something is another day you throw away. Just wasted.

You're 28 now. 30 soon. Time is really going to start speeding up. Life will happen to you or you can happen to it. Either way, no more excuses.

 

[someperson]

i hate my life my family hates me. my parents wanted to abort me.i remember that I had to beg to get something to eat.many times

 

[dirkjesje]

i hate my life my family hates me. my parents wanted to abort me.i remember that I had to beg to get something to eat.many times

Another bin of self-pity, like said before by LaFemme.

Ask yourself : If you hate your life... who is going to love it?

 

[someperson]

Another bin of self-pity, like said before by LaFemme.

Ask yourself : If you hate your life... who is going to love it?

nothing i like about it.

my shoulder is fucked up partial dislocated. fell of my skateboard went to the er for it and they claimed nothing is worng. but im able to lick my elbow. before i could not that is how i know its messed up


and jaw is fucked up (tmj) i dealing with some pain every day from this is not covered my insurance. the pain medication does not work at all but make it worse. and side effects were terrible to the point of losing consciousness because my heart rate dropped too low 32bpm.. i checked it just right before blacked out

 

[950483]

Some people are just happy being miserable .

 

[1018071]

nothing i like about it.

my shoulder is fucked up partial dislocated. fell of my skateboard went to the er for it and they claimed nothing is worng. but im able to lick my elbow. before i could not that is how i know its messed up


and jaw is fucked up (tmj) i dealing with some pain every day from this is not covered my insurance. the pain medication does not work at all but make it worse. and side effects were terrible to the point of losing consciousness because my heart rate dropped too low 32bpm.. i checked it just right before blacked out

You poor baby!! Aww, there there! I'm always here to talk to you! Don't get down, just stand up and be strong! Try some Dihydrocodeine, they should help with pain! & try some exercises with you shoulder! That's what a physiotherapist would advise! Be strong and know some of us care for you!

Some people don't understand because life hasn't been cruel to them yet, bit when it happens to them, they will wish they had showed a little sympathy! (BIG HUG)!

 

[dirkjesje]

You poor baby!! Aww, there there! I'm always here to talk to you! Don't get down, just stand up and be strong! Try some Dihydrocodeine, they should help with pain! & try some exercises with you shoulder! That's what a physiotherapist would advise! Be strong and know some of us care for you!

Some people don't understand because life hasn't been cruel to them yet, bit when it happens to them, they will wish they had showed a little sympathy! (BIG HUG)!

Sympathy isn't going to help him at all. Certainly he don't want people feeling sorry for him. Who wants that?
Empathy is a good thing, but more often the word is therapy...

Exposure therapy, CAT, CBT, medication, hypnotherapy etc. Someperson, has your DR done this? If not, you should definitely look into it, you'll get the support need and it's usually very successful.

But it's on you to set the first step out of the self-pity-hole.

 

[1018071]

Sympathy isn't going to help him at all. Certainly he don't want people feeling sorry for him. Who wants that?
Empathy is a good thing, but more often the word is therapy...

Exposure therapy, CAT, CBT, medication, hypnotherapy etc. Someperson, has your DR done this? If not, you should definitely look into it, you'll get the support need and it's usually very successful.

But it's on you to set the first step out of the self-pity-hole.

I agree with you, but, there are so many horrible people saying some horrible things! One of them said to him, "go kill yourself" now that is just plain evil!