I have an appointment with a doctor named Chessnut on the 20th of next month. It's a good thing too because I've been feeling horribly hopeless lately. And I've gotten writer's block and that just makes things worse, not to mention I recently quit smoking. *Though I am having a cigarette right now* The last two days have been pretty good days, but after I woke up this morning and took a shower I just started feeling worse and worse. The doctor I am going to see is also treating my sister, and she seems to have almost gotten over her anxiety; though mine is a bit more severe than hers. Wish me luck, I'm gonna need it.