As a college student, I tried to avoid other students, preferring "real" people. For example, I lived in an adult apartment building, not student housing. Many of my friends were far older than me. A good buddy of mine worked in construction and was nearing 30, and he invited me to his birthday party. At the party's end, he asked me if I wanted to go with him and bunch of people for a dip in a huge hot tub at a friend's house. I asked about swim trunks; he me told that most went naked, but if I wanted we could stop at his place on the way and he would lend me his. I then asked about who was going. He rattled off a long list of names, which included his sister, who was about two years older than him and whom I quite liked, as she liked me, viewing me as being brilliant and a good influence on her brother. (He had a rough time in his teens, as he had suffered from an misdiagnosed disease, bad enough that he almost committed suicide, so she had a strong maternal-like interest in his well-being.)
Until he mentioned his sister, I was sure that I wouldn't go. His sister being there, however, changed everything. Not only did I want to see her naked body, as she was cute, but I had this fierce desire to show her my naked body. I do not know why I felt that way, as I had many attractive girlfriends. Somehow, I wanted her to know that my body was as fine as my mind and character.
It was dark, as all of us gathered in the backyard that held the 8-foot diameter hot tub. Everyone quickly stripped and left his clothes on the grass. I made a point to be near his sister, so I could follow her into the tub and sit next to her. She was a committed hippie chick, attractive, but not conventionally sexy, slender with long brown hair and a pretty smile; she didn't shave her armpit hair, but fortunately she did shave her lovely legs. I often wondered what she would look like dolled up, wearing makeup and nylons and nail-polish. By today's super chubby standards, she was goddess, her slim body toned, her breasts filling a B-cup bra and sporting pretty oval brown areolas.
While we chatted and drank wine, I told her that I should apologize. She couldn't imagine why. I explained, stealing the lines from a famous British actor, that should part of my body stand at attention due to my being next to her lovely naked body, I had to apologize; and then I paused before saying, should nothing stand at attention, I also had to apologize. She laughed and a sexual tension developed between us, no doubt helped by the wine. As we chatted, the undercurrent of sex fueled our laughter and poignant silences. At one point, she asked me if she was owed an apology. I stood up with my soft cock facing her face and said, "Apparently not."
She gave my cock a good looking over and asked about my being uncircumcised. I sat back in the tub and told her how I had managed to escape the knife. I told her how I had, in junior high and the first three years of high school, I had retracted my foreskin before showering in gym, as that way I could pretend being cut. She seemed confused by this, so I pulled back my foreskin underwater and stood again, using my wine glass as an excuse for twisting and aiming my cock at her. She told me that I looked totally circumcised that way. She asked what changed in my senior year, and I told her that I had lost my virginity and that there was no male that I couldn't at least tie with in fistfight, both of which made me indifferent to what other guys thought about my cock. I ended by asking her if she had ever seen an uncut cock before. She surprised me by saying, "Oh yes, many times. After college, I traveled through Europe for almost a year and I encountered many penises like yours."
As she said that, her face took on a dreamy quality, the sort of face that we make when we remember a delicious dessert. I tried to imagine her almost ten years younger and getting laid in Italy, France, England, Germany... We ended up talking about my cock and the women I had fucked, but not in a dirty way; instead, I detailed the women's reaction to a foreskin and how Jewish girls just went wild for it. At some point, she told me that she expected a hard apology from me, not a soft apology. I told that all that was required was for her to refill her wine glass, slowly, so I could watch her backside as she walked over to the wine bottle. She stood and climbed out of the tub, and then she slowly walked over to the bottle and bent at the waist, her ass and tuft of brown pubic hair aimed at me eyes, as she filled her glass.
Her ass was small and firm, the sort of ass most women long for, and which a gay man might highly approve of, but I did prefer a bit more butt. She slowly returned, walking on her tip toes. As she slid in the water, she griped my thigh and asked how big an apology would she be getting? I had been semi-hard earlier, but now I was achingly hard, but the tub was now extra filled with other soakers who had arrived late, including her brother. As one guy got out, I saw my chance and stood facing her and climbed out just enough to rest my glass on a brick, my hard cock just inches from her face, but with no one else seeing it. Before the guy who had been sitting at my other side returned, I slid back into the water.
She said something like, "Well, that will require a really big apology."
I made my apology, which included, " by the bowels of Christ, I beseech you," and we laughed. She then thanked me. I asked why. She said that later that night, when she was in bed with her live-in boyfriend, my big apology would help her get over any impediments to achieving her goal. Her words broke the spell. I had forgotten all about her boyfriend, for I had been trying to think of how I could her back to my place for a proper fucking, as I didn't have my car. A minute earlier, I had wanted to fuck her silly, but now the urge had completely dissipated. She ended up driving me home. As I tried to thank her for the ride, she told me that there was no way that I was getting out of her car without giving her a goodnight kiss. We kissed, a long languorous kiss, my hand wrapped around her head, one of my signature kisses. All she said afterwards was, "Thanks again."
I walked into my apartment building with a hard-on in my pants. It was not yet midnight, so I changed my clothes and went out looking for some action.
Whenever I had ran into her, we hugged. But since that soak, our hugs were longer and more deeply felt.