I posted this in the relation ship section but maybe it should be in here.
I recently had an experience with my wife of 15 years and let her know that I really wanted to suck a cock. I had this experience once before our marriage and she knew about it and we never talked about it except she new something happened with a man. I explained that I wasn't looking for a relationship however the idea of being with a man that way was a turn on and only sexual. I was nervous and she was understanding and felt if it was something I really wanted to do and it was bothering me that much then I could. We also agreed never to speak of it. She said that if she wanted to know about it than we would be honest with me and talk about it. Basically she didn't want me to bring it up to her anymore and was ok with it and knows I will try it but doesnt want to know details. This was about 3 months ago and still have not done anything I want it to be the right situation I guess and find someone that understands my situation and is clean. I have posted several things about finding a jack off buddy to start I think eventual it will pay off no real things happening yet for me. I know I need to put up a pic but I am nervous about privacy. I dont feel going to an adult theater and finding some random person there is very good either.Anyway I just wanted to let other people know that for me it was a good thing to talk it out it feels like a huge weight lifted off of me and me and my wife I feel we are closer and I am not hiding that part from her.
So if anyone wants to break in a new guy I am here thank you. I'm up for suggestions
I recently had an experience with my wife of 15 years and let her know that I really wanted to suck a cock. I had this experience once before our marriage and she knew about it and we never talked about it except she new something happened with a man. I explained that I wasn't looking for a relationship however the idea of being with a man that way was a turn on and only sexual. I was nervous and she was understanding and felt if it was something I really wanted to do and it was bothering me that much then I could. We also agreed never to speak of it. She said that if she wanted to know about it than we would be honest with me and talk about it. Basically she didn't want me to bring it up to her anymore and was ok with it and knows I will try it but doesnt want to know details. This was about 3 months ago and still have not done anything I want it to be the right situation I guess and find someone that understands my situation and is clean. I have posted several things about finding a jack off buddy to start I think eventual it will pay off no real things happening yet for me. I know I need to put up a pic but I am nervous about privacy. I dont feel going to an adult theater and finding some random person there is very good either.Anyway I just wanted to let other people know that for me it was a good thing to talk it out it feels like a huge weight lifted off of me and me and my wife I feel we are closer and I am not hiding that part from her.
So if anyone wants to break in a new guy I am here thank you. I'm up for suggestions