After your first bi experience, what led you to keep seeking sex with men? Was it a case of continuing to be curious after your initial experience, or it was so good you knew you wanted more, or a mixture of these and other factors?
Ive posted this before.
My first time with a man was definitely a secret taboo and out of the ordinary.
He was a much older neighbour that saw me coming home from training, limping and suggested a massage may help. I was so very naive and thought he was genuine and sounded convincing and went over.
To his credit, he initally draped me and gave me a proper "legit" massage, that was I until I rolled over and he started massaging my thighs and abs, though still partially draped, however he always kept my dick exposed. Innocently I just thought he couldnt see my dick. However, I was getting very aroused and my dick started bouncing around and leaking cum everywhere. lol.
He concluded the massage by stimulating by nipples by caressing them with one hand and giving me hand relief with the other. It didnt take long at all the moment he grabbed my dick for me to shoot out ropes of cum, maybe less than a minute.
I kept coming around for "massages" and he kept giving them to me, each time he slowly and very strategically progressed with what he did to me, what I did to him and what we did together.
While he took his time to prepare me to be fucked over a few weeks, the way he progressed from "massaging" my hole first, than rimming and penetrating me with his tongue to warm oil and lubricant poured into to it, to finally inserting a finger to a few, I was cherry ripe for him to breed me when the time came around. Probably what also helped was that he wasnt big either, about medium size, so going from his fingers to his dick inside me, felt like a nice tight, warm fit. When he first rubbed his dick against my hole, my natural first reaction was to spread my legs as wide as possible to accomodate his cock, it was only then that I realized that I wanted and needed him inside me. This was my choice, regardless of how he had seduced me.
That first time that he bred me, I literally glowed and did feel an incredible sense of closeness/attraction to him as a result of him giving me a part of him, deep deep inside me. That very first time, when I got up to go for a shower, I will always remember his cum slowly dripped down my leg and I couldnt help but feel so 'horny", "slutty" and sensual, thatI could make a man cum from fucking me. Its a feeling I remember fondly.
I just cannot describe the wonderful feeling and sensation that first time to be covered in head to toe, with his cum, saliva and sweat. It was incredibly erotic, to have had him "mark" me in that maner. I felt like he owned me and I proudly belonged to him.
Fast forward a few months, I could come over for a quickie when he needed to fuck and I had the urge to be fucked. It got to the stage we were fucking almost once every couple of days or so. It was pretty easy back then to hook up, he lived on his own and I would sneak over to the back of his house, which is ironic as he was going through me from behind lol. Most times we had sex for less than half an hour. Occassionally I would take an afternoon nap where he would spoon me before heading home.
I knew he had a lot to lose if our hookups were ever found out, I think this made the sex more hot, dangerous, exciting and enjoyable each time.
With all that said looking back maybe I was subconciously exploring and curious by the invitation for a "massage."