First gay experience ...confused?

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  1. D_Ari_Hola

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    So the other night I had my first gay experience with my best friend it was kind of unexpected. Im gay and hes straight and he has a girlfriend, we were joking around the whole night "you suck my dick I'll suck yours" sort of thing. I really didnt think anything of it so we went back to his house and I had told him that I havent jacked off in like 2days and was really horny and I went to the restroom to go jack off.

    Well im in the restroom jacking off watching porn on my phone and he texts me asking if I was still going to suck his dick I told him yeah the doors open just come in, I didnt think he would actually do it. 5min go by Im jacking off and he just walks in and gets naked and goes in to the shower, I just looked at him and he tells me to lock the door and get in. I was completely turned on his dick soft was huge now I aint that big im only 5'5in his was way bigger had to be a good 7, 8in. I got in the shower and we started to jack each other off, his dick felt so good in my hands hes think and long .Then he started to go down and suck my dick I thought it was hot because hes straight and I never expected him to do it. He got up and I just started to suck his. His dick in my mouth was so good I just kept sucking and jacking him off. We kept go back and for sucking each others dick, he would turn me around towards the shower with his dick touching my butt and jack me off . So I was jacking off and I just put it towards my butt and he tryed putting it in, I wanted him to fuck me but it just hurt to much so I pulled it out washed it and started sucking it again. I was sucking it for 2min straight and he tells me hes going to cum and trys to pull it out I just kept sucking it. Im sucking and licking the head and hes jacking off and he cums in my mouth I swallowed his whole load it had a thick and salty taste to it but I still liked it. So we get out the shower brush out teeth and we go and watch t.v like if nothing happend

    I was a little scared becuase I thought this might ruin our relationship but its been 2days and he just acts like nothing ever happend. So im hoping we would do it again but the other night we were getting hight I asked him if we could do it again and he got a little mad I apologized.

    Im just confused on why he did it in the first place does every straight guy have a gay experience at least once. Im just confused, this just makes me want his dick even more should I give it a couple of days to see if these feelings go away. Is it wrong that I want this to happen again. Were still friends I just got back home from his place and nothing seems to have changed.

    I dont know I just needed to get this off my chest theres really nobody to talk to about it because im not out yet. But this has to be the best time ive ever had is that to much to say.
     
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    Wow, that's pretty awesome. :)
     
  3. monel

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    I think he's more confused. It'd probably be best if you didn't mention it again and give him the time to figure things out.
     
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    Wank fodder :cool:
     
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    That's an interesting story. I have no advice, but appreciate you sharing.
    Keep us posted
     
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    Most people are bisexual, no matter how much people want there too be only two sexualitys. there are gay and str8t sex acts, thats all, people like what they like when they like it.
     
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    The next time you're at his place again tell him you're horny and you wanna 'have a wank in the restroom.' :wink: If he responds the same, go ahead and have fun but make sure you talk to him when you guys are done. It'll be less awkward then.
     
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    This could be wank fodder...but...for those who find themselves in this situation, play it carefully. Young guys are a) super-horny and b) risk-takers which can result in some exciting adventures in which things might happen that ordinarily wouldn't. For example, a straight guy might experiment with another guy or friends might do things they wouldn't ordinarily do. That all being said, it might be unrealistic to expect repeat behavior or mutual feelings to develop in this context. It might be a one-time thing...so don't develop expectations. Give your friend some room because he might need time to process what happened more than you. Hopefully you both can remain friends and this won't get in the way. If this is a one-time thing, then open yourself up to other relationships with guys who feel the same for you as you feel for them. Few things hurt as much as being in a relationship that feel unbalanced.
     
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    ex and monel has given you some very good advice. If you really want to remain friends, I would absolutely not keep bringing it up. If he is questioning himself, you will only serve to push him away if you push the subject.

    Good Luck
     
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    Well said Excyyy !!!! Now may I ly on Ur couch so U can Dr. me up ? *wink * and maybe have CG tie me up like a real cowboy would ? Hmmmmm ?

    Kidding aside .....Yeah ! dont push it man..having sex with a friend especially a " str8 " on can be lots of fun but dont let Ur sexual feelings get in the way of Ur friendship.... Friends last longer then lovers .

    Now if he approaches U after some time has gone by....take advantage of the time and not him but enjoy Urself and play it safe ....
     
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