First gay experience

Discussion in 'Sex With a Large Penis' started by rabidrabbit, Jan 9, 2007.

  1. rabidrabbit

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    Sorry for the long post, but I really felt like talking about this.
    There have been a lot of threads made about the gay/straight percentage we choose for our screen names. I chose 99% straight 1% gay for a reason. I love women. Nothing turns me on more than the perfect female body. I love everything about women. But I also have a fascination with cocks. I love mine, and I can only assume that's where it comes from. I love how it feels in my hand. I love it's weight. I love it soft, hard, wet or dry. So I don't have an issue appreciating a beautiful cock. However I had never actually appreciated one physically. I guess it was time to change that.

    Rewind to a couple months ago. I have a friend who's bi. He's been very open to admitting his little crush on me. In person he's quite reserved, but we'll chat on IM and things get pretty raunchy. He'll spend hours (if I let him) trying to coax me over to his place so he can "have his way with me". I would shrug it off and laugh, but maybe tease a little too. (I love the power) And we'd hang out, but he'd never make a move. It was almost like he was pretending he never said it. I appreciated that because I felt like he was preserving our friendship. I know taking it further can really ruin things between friends so I really respected his self-restraint. But I do have to tell you, at times it almost hurt my feelings.
    So we're IMing (both of us at work) and he's doing his usual coaxing, and again I laugh but tell him I'll come over. (nothing out of ordinary)
    We share a few beers and the usual chit chat, actually more catching up since it had been a while since we hung out. A few hours went by and so I just came out with it. "So you wanna fool around?" :eek: I couldn't believe I said it, but I did, and I was glad I did. And his response was less than amazing... it was almost as if he was going to work, like "oh, okay"
    Anyway we both just strip down and get at it. My hands were shaking, and my lip was quivvering I was so nervous. Seeing his cock got me instantly hard, which almost scared me, but I got over that pretty quick. I was totally into it. Touching it is like nothing I've ever felt. Which is weird in and of itself considering I have one of my own. I loved holding it and stroking it. It took about a minute and I had it in my mouth. Wow... Typing that makes me nervous for some reason.
    He really go into it while I was going down on him. It was kind of comical really. He was making noises like a porno star and I thought it was goofy as shit. I kept at it, but it totally killed the mood and he ended up finishing himself off while I watched. I know, not the climax of my story you all were hoping for, but it is what it is.
    We made small talk after that and then I went home, and again, it was like it never happened.
    It was all I could think about for the next few days. The fact that "I did it" weighed equally good and bad in my mind, and I got a little depressed I think for a little while. But now, it's just a happy memory. I'm over the whole "you're gay if you do this or that"
    So I guess in conclusion, after all is said and done, I'm still considering myself a straight man. My appreciation for cock is still alive and well, and so is my confidence in my sexual preference. I'm glad it happened because it was really fun, and I see nothing wrong with enjoying a little play time with a friend.

    So that's it, my gay experience. Comment if you want. :)
     
  2. thirdlegmeat

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    Sexual orientation is defined by preference and not by experiences. Your experience was indeed "gay." However, that doesn't mean you're gay. If you say that you prefer women, and you're being honest, then guess what...you're straight. I think that many, if not most, gay men have experimented with women at some point in their life, but yet they're still "gay."
     
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    What a great experience. I think that sex and gender in today's world is becoming more fluid. I wouldn't be surprised that in the next couple of generations that sexual identity will mean nothing. You, my friend, are a head of your time!
     
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    Good for you!!!! Good for your friend! Having a friend like that, that you could trust "your first time", put you more at ease, and allowed you to go with the flow. No, that doesn't make you gay, you were just having fun, getting a nut. Nothing wrong with that, and it's great that you had the courage to confront your feelings head on, (No pun intended). And there's nothing wrong with admiring another guy's cock either... Good for you!

    Peace
     
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    rabidrabbit - I know exactly where you are coming from.

    I too love sex with women but am equally at home exploring a mate's cock - but that is all I want and I frequently find that I am pushed further than I want to go, which is a complete turn off. I enjoy penetrative sex with women and have no desire to even try it for the first time with a guy. Mutual masturbation is a different matter entirely - bring it on!
     
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    Sexual orientation is about who you are emotionally attracted to and can fall in love with. In prisons there are thousands of straight guys having gay sex, but they aren't gay, because there's no emotion behind it. just a basic need.
     
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    Silly rabbit, sex is for fun!

    Just kidding, dude. But no need to trip over labels and categories. Life is short, you might as well do what you enjoy as long as it's not hurting anybody. What category you belong in and how that means you're supposed to act are really society's problems, not yours.
     
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    great story rabbit, thanks for relaying it here. i've got myself "labled" here ast 80% straight, 20% gay but haven't even had one minute of an experience with another guy, just the same desire/fascination you stated so well. and i'm really glad to hear that the whole experience has left you more confident in who YOU are. maybe that's what i'm looking for too, beyond the excitement of just holding a nice cock other than my own.
     
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