Sorry for the long post, but I really felt like talking about this.
There have been a lot of threads made about the gay/straight percentage we choose for our screen names. I chose 99% straight 1% gay for a reason. I love women. Nothing turns me on more than the perfect female body. I love everything about women. But I also have a fascination with cocks. I love mine, and I can only assume that's where it comes from. I love how it feels in my hand. I love it's weight. I love it soft, hard, wet or dry. So I don't have an issue appreciating a beautiful cock. However I had never actually appreciated one physically. I guess it was time to change that.
Rewind to a couple months ago. I have a friend who's bi. He's been very open to admitting his little crush on me. In person he's quite reserved, but we'll chat on IM and things get pretty raunchy. He'll spend hours (if I let him) trying to coax me over to his place so he can "have his way with me". I would shrug it off and laugh, but maybe tease a little too. (I love the power) And we'd hang out, but he'd never make a move. It was almost like he was pretending he never said it. I appreciated that because I felt like he was preserving our friendship. I know taking it further can really ruin things between friends so I really respected his self-restraint. But I do have to tell you, at times it almost hurt my feelings.
So we're IMing (both of us at work) and he's doing his usual coaxing, and again I laugh but tell him I'll come over. (nothing out of ordinary)
We share a few beers and the usual chit chat, actually more catching up since it had been a while since we hung out. A few hours went by and so I just came out with it. "So you wanna fool around?"
I couldn't believe I said it, but I did, and I was glad I did. And his response was less than amazing... it was almost as if he was going to work, like "oh, okay"
Anyway we both just strip down and get at it. My hands were shaking, and my lip was quivvering I was so nervous. Seeing his cock got me instantly hard, which almost scared me, but I got over that pretty quick. I was totally into it. Touching it is like nothing I've ever felt. Which is weird in and of itself considering I have one of my own. I loved holding it and stroking it. It took about a minute and I had it in my mouth. Wow... Typing that makes me nervous for some reason.
He really go into it while I was going down on him. It was kind of comical really. He was making noises like a porno star and I thought it was goofy as shit. I kept at it, but it totally killed the mood and he ended up finishing himself off while I watched. I know, not the climax of my story you all were hoping for, but it is what it is.
We made small talk after that and then I went home, and again, it was like it never happened.
It was all I could think about for the next few days. The fact that "I did it" weighed equally good and bad in my mind, and I got a little depressed I think for a little while. But now, it's just a happy memory. I'm over the whole "you're gay if you do this or that"
So I guess in conclusion, after all is said and done, I'm still considering myself a straight man. My appreciation for cock is still alive and well, and so is my confidence in my sexual preference. I'm glad it happened because it was really fun, and I see nothing wrong with enjoying a little play time with a friend.
So that's it, my gay experience. Comment if you want.
There have been a lot of threads made about the gay/straight percentage we choose for our screen names. I chose 99% straight 1% gay for a reason. I love women. Nothing turns me on more than the perfect female body. I love everything about women. But I also have a fascination with cocks. I love mine, and I can only assume that's where it comes from. I love how it feels in my hand. I love it's weight. I love it soft, hard, wet or dry. So I don't have an issue appreciating a beautiful cock. However I had never actually appreciated one physically. I guess it was time to change that.
Rewind to a couple months ago. I have a friend who's bi. He's been very open to admitting his little crush on me. In person he's quite reserved, but we'll chat on IM and things get pretty raunchy. He'll spend hours (if I let him) trying to coax me over to his place so he can "have his way with me". I would shrug it off and laugh, but maybe tease a little too. (I love the power) And we'd hang out, but he'd never make a move. It was almost like he was pretending he never said it. I appreciated that because I felt like he was preserving our friendship. I know taking it further can really ruin things between friends so I really respected his self-restraint. But I do have to tell you, at times it almost hurt my feelings.
So we're IMing (both of us at work) and he's doing his usual coaxing, and again I laugh but tell him I'll come over. (nothing out of ordinary)
We share a few beers and the usual chit chat, actually more catching up since it had been a while since we hung out. A few hours went by and so I just came out with it. "So you wanna fool around?"
I couldn't believe I said it, but I did, and I was glad I did. And his response was less than amazing... it was almost as if he was going to work, like "oh, okay" Anyway we both just strip down and get at it. My hands were shaking, and my lip was quivvering I was so nervous. Seeing his cock got me instantly hard, which almost scared me, but I got over that pretty quick. I was totally into it. Touching it is like nothing I've ever felt. Which is weird in and of itself considering I have one of my own. I loved holding it and stroking it. It took about a minute and I had it in my mouth. Wow... Typing that makes me nervous for some reason.
He really go into it while I was going down on him. It was kind of comical really. He was making noises like a porno star and I thought it was goofy as shit. I kept at it, but it totally killed the mood and he ended up finishing himself off while I watched. I know, not the climax of my story you all were hoping for, but it is what it is.
We made small talk after that and then I went home, and again, it was like it never happened.
It was all I could think about for the next few days. The fact that "I did it" weighed equally good and bad in my mind, and I got a little depressed I think for a little while. But now, it's just a happy memory. I'm over the whole "you're gay if you do this or that"
So I guess in conclusion, after all is said and done, I'm still considering myself a straight man. My appreciation for cock is still alive and well, and so is my confidence in my sexual preference. I'm glad it happened because it was really fun, and I see nothing wrong with enjoying a little play time with a friend.
So that's it, my gay experience. Comment if you want.
