I have always known that I was gay/bi. I've dated women in past and had a couple of gay experiences in college and high school. About 4 months ago, I started dating a guy for the first time. I always told myself that I liked men just for the physical things; I never thought that I would be emotionally available to a man. Boy was I wrong. I'm having the time of my life. I've just come out to my sister and she told her husband. Both are accepting. I still have to tell my mom and my brother. Wish me luck. BTW...this guy was a friend that I thought was straight. He's very athletic, an outdoors man and women LOVE him--he's gorgeous. We were just hanging out one night and he kissed me and we've been together having fun since. I still am an anal virgin. He's big and I'm scared! Turns out I give one hell of a blow job and I can swallow like a champ. Anyone have advice from the first time they had anal sex?