Been about two months now, I agreed back in December that I wouldn't push for it again, for at least a year, at her request. Just this week she just out of the blue mentioned that she might be interested in looking into doing it again. Really exciting for me because she has never pushed for it herself before. She's interested in the excitement of a new, attractive guy who wants to pleasure her, she didn't mention anything about size, I'm not sure she cares, but it would be hotter for sure, watching the nerd guy with a little d was not as exciting.
Another interesting thing happened since last time.. she gave me free reign to fuck whoever I want, she also has the same permission, only stipulation is that we have to be open and tell the other about it/ all permission for each meeting.
I met a cute girl at work and she was interested, I was very open with her and told her everything from the beginning, that I'm taken and her only purpose was sex, she was fine with that, but eventually caught feelings so I had to break it off. Slept with her a few times and it was fun, but i would rather be with my girl.
My girlfriend has not taken me up on the offer, she prefers to just sleep with me for now. But I was thinking of a plan.
Maybe instead of looking for someone to meet with us, I should find a nice attractive young guy who is nicely hung, to message her on social media and start making advances. I think she would be turned on by the attention and be more likely to be into it.