My best friend told me about this site. I wanted to share a recent experience I had. I've been dating the same guy for 6 years and we decided to split after realizing our careers would take us different directions in life. We had a great sex life. We both knew each others likes and dislikes when it came to satisfying each other and we could be very efficient about it when needed - in other words, he could make me come really fast when we needed to get off quick. We both had high sex drives and needed to multiple orgasm every day to "function". Until recently, I had not had sex in several months and it was driving me crazy. Last weekend I was invited to my friends lake house for the weekend and was told there would be single guys there. I was determine to have sex with someone, after all I had been faithful with the same person for a long time and I was single again and horny! There was only one guy there that I was attracted to and he was somewhat of a arrogant jerk, however I was determine to have sex that night and I flirted with him all night pumping his ego. When the opportunity was right I made my move and before I knew it we were naked on the bed. I was so nervous, excited and felt so out of place that I didn't even realize how big his dick was at the time. There was very little foreplay. I stroked him while kissing and he fingered me for a few minutes. I was soaking wet. I whispered that I was ready and he slid it in. The head of his penis was huge. As he was sliding it in, I felt this intense pressure, then a pop, as it got past the head. He was so long, that he went deeper than my ex had ever been. At this point I could handle it as long as he didn't try to pull that big head out. Like I said before he was somewhat of a jerk and didn't seem to have much respect for anyone. Anyway, he started pumping very hard right away. About 4-5 strokes into it I was wondering what I had got myself into. This guy was like a jack hammer and his dick was way bigger than anything I had ever experienced or seen for that matter. It hurt so bad I wanted to cry. Every time I slowed him down, he would just speed back up. His dick was very thick and long. I'm a little girl (5'1", 102 pounds) and his dick was the size of my forearm, with a huge mushroom. I wanted to have sex so bad, but this was just too much, yet I was to stubborn to tell him to stop. I just took it as he pounded me over and over and I tried to disguise my pain, but I don't think he would have cared. The most painful was when he would "bottom out". It felt like someone was punching me in my vagina. It got to the point where I just tried to block everything out and let him do what ever he wanted until he was finished. Then something happened.... Every time he would bottom out, I would feel this sharp pain and then it would go away until he did it again. As he got his rhythm down, he would bottom out in succession. When this would happen, I would feel the sharp pain on the first one, but on the second one I almost felt good, yet it hurt in a different kind of way. After a few minutes of this I found myself automatically thrusting into his stroke to cause this sensation and before I knew it I was telling him deeper, faster.... As long as he kept hitting it and didn't stop it felt incredible. If he missed a stroke, the sensation would go away and I'd have to start over and let it build back up. It was the most intense physical feeling I've ever had. I was letting him pound me as hard as he could and loved it. I felt like I was at the point right before the most incredible orgasm of my life, but just not quite there. You know, the feeling right at the point where you think, okay I'm going to come, right n.............. but it just doesn't happen. I had this felling for what seemed like an hour, and order to get there, he had to thrust harder and deeper. We started changing position to maximize this feeling. I let him fuck me doggy style with some success. This went on for a long time, but I could never come and I usually come very easy. I was really getting into it, but I just couldn't come. I tried on top, which was felt very good even without bottoming out. I really started to enjoy his big dick, and end the end, he did seem to half care if I was enjoying it or not. The next day I couldn't think of anything else except his dick. I was so sore. It wasn't the stingy, raw type sore (after dry sex), it was the deep ache and throb type of sore. The next day at work I couldn't even work. Every time I moved it would hurt, but then I would get wet from thinking about it. I'm obsessed with his big dick and I don't even like the man that much. I can't even imagine sex anymore without that feeling. I can't believe how much physiological affect this has had on me. He is coming over tomorrow night for round two. He said he has never been with someone that could take him like that. He was impressed. I hope I can tolerate his personality long enough to have my orgasm and maybe get over this obsession I'm afraid that I'm going to enjoy it too much and be even more obsessed with it. I know the meaning of size queen now. If anyone has any advice for me, please let me know.