Just did something with a guy for the first time yesterday. It was alright, but it wasnt as great as i thought it would be. I am bi and thought i was more gay but maybe not now. :?
I was introduced to this guy at a house party. He was a dreamy tall dark and handsome guy. When he spoke I melted like butter on hot toast. For days afterwards he was all I could think about. One night I was at the local and he walked in. I invited him to join me at the bar. Later that night we ended up alone at my place. I was so excited at the thought of going to bed with him.
As we stripped down and crawled into bed my heart was racing as he slid his body next to mine, under the sheets. I snuggled in close to him and we wrapped around each other. I was so turned on by him and very ready for a session of sexual ecstasy.
As he lay on top of me, my legs wrapped around his waist he kissed my neck and nibbled my ear lobe. I was in heaven as he inserted his manhood into me. Thirty seconds later it was over. He rolled off of me, and said that was great as he fell off to sleep. I couldn't help but think to myself: what just happened here. Three strokes and he was done.
It happens to us all you are not alone. It is unfortunate that the first time was not all that you hoped for. Don't let one bad experience jeopardize what can be for you and a partner a wonderful sexual encounter. Life is full of trial and error and sex is no different.