has there been a moment when you felt or wanted to be with a gay person or perhaps another guy because you found some cosmic connection that was inexplainable? it happened to me recently, that me and this straight guy had some undefined relationship. we never did anything physically, but we both knew something was there. but instead of trying to define the relationship, i decided to leave him behind because i was scared. scared of what, i cant really say, him saying no or maybe even him saying yes. to fall in love with someone your not "suppose to" is such a painful thing, only because its society that says your not suppose to, even though you know that if those lines didnt exist, you would be together.