It's quite a depressing story. She auditioned for American Idol in 2006 (I believe) and was rejected, Idol then (quite rightly) used her audition on their show. It then went all downhill and she then apparently went a bit "bat-shit crazy" and started stalking Abdul, even going so far as to get a licence plate ABL LV (Abdul Love) and parking outside her home. A sorry and sad way for someone to end their life.