I recently got back together with an ex gf. I know she fucked others while we were apart and I know at least one of them was much larger than I (ive made other posts on LPSG about that). She told me she had stopped fucking him. So we have been fucking and together for a few weeks. She has a drawer she keeps condoms in and when we are about to fuck she tells me to go grab one, so needless to say I have been in that drawer often since we fuck often. Anyway the other day I went to the drawer and when reaching for a condom found a magnum xl. Im not small but thats way too large of one for me and wasnt in there before. I grabbed one of mine, didnt mention the magnum and fucked her, Later I asked her about it and she said it had been in there since she was fucking the other guy but I know it wasnt. A night or two later she was drunk and fessed up he came buy and spent the night and brought them since the ones I use go half way down. they fucked twice that night then again in the morning. She mentioned "he has a huge cock!" She said she was telling me this to come clean and be honest and didnt want me to suspect or find out later. Well I fucked her a little later that night feeling inadequate because as mentiond she was drunk and during sex she said she wished she had a huge cock in her. Strangely I came right away when she said that. Ever since I cant get thought of her and a huge cock out of my mind. Part of me wants to ask her more about his cock and what sex is like with him. I stroke to the thought of her fucking him. Anyone else have similar experience or advice on what I should do next?