My first gf ever got married on sunday. I kind of found out by accident through another friend. Apparently it was to the guy who came right after me. Out of all my other gfs, i felt like she was probably the only one i could have married. I don't think it would have worked out in the long run though. On one hand i'm happy for her, on the other i guess I'm kind of playing "what if", I never really got the chance to tell her how i felt about her. But its kind of moot because, as i said above, wouldn't have worked out anyway. I guess i'm just venting, have you guys been in a similar situation?