Absolutely traumatised after discovering husband had been having a 4 year affair with a male friend (a person I had trusted) -all this going on in our home while I was either at work or asleep at night. I hadnt a clue EVER until they were walked in on one night.
He has theatened to leave me (we have 2 kids) because, I think, of my reaction. I however love him deeply and am very hurt that all this was hidden from me (we're together 20 yrs) . I am very committed to making our marriage work but dont want anyone else in our marriage.
The lovely intimacy is gone, he doesnt like kissing me and I miss that so much. My question is are there any other married bi women/men out there that are in the same position, what can I do to make it work (we have all the toys etc). I've a very broken heart, he is my soul mate, I love him and I dont want to lose him. Is there anything more I can do to reassure him (I've already told him what happened is history as far as I'm concered). I read the post below on another thread and I wondered if anyone has any comments on it. helpme
"Get Out.
drop him like the lying sack of shit he is and find yourself a man who wants a woman.
Bisexuality is not a license to cheat. If you aren't interested in an open relationship with a mate who engages in unprotected sex and the risks that entails then don't put up with it.
Certainly don't make it worse by joining in and adding more vectors for disease to find you or your child.
Just as heterosexual men have to choose WHICH woman they want and forego the rest... so-too can bisexual men choose which gender they want to settle down with and forsake all others.
I have a bisexual interest. I have a woman I am faithful to.
She accommodates my desires with a simple strap on and some role play... a role she finds exciting, too.
Your guy doesn't just want sex with men... he wants dangerous, anonymous sex without emotional connection.
lose him."
He has theatened to leave me (we have 2 kids) because, I think, of my reaction. I however love him deeply and am very hurt that all this was hidden from me (we're together 20 yrs) . I am very committed to making our marriage work but dont want anyone else in our marriage.
The lovely intimacy is gone, he doesnt like kissing me and I miss that so much. My question is are there any other married bi women/men out there that are in the same position, what can I do to make it work (we have all the toys etc). I've a very broken heart, he is my soul mate, I love him and I dont want to lose him. Is there anything more I can do to reassure him (I've already told him what happened is history as far as I'm concered). I read the post below on another thread and I wondered if anyone has any comments on it. helpme
"Get Out.
drop him like the lying sack of shit he is and find yourself a man who wants a woman.
Bisexuality is not a license to cheat. If you aren't interested in an open relationship with a mate who engages in unprotected sex and the risks that entails then don't put up with it.
Certainly don't make it worse by joining in and adding more vectors for disease to find you or your child.
Just as heterosexual men have to choose WHICH woman they want and forego the rest... so-too can bisexual men choose which gender they want to settle down with and forsake all others.
I have a bisexual interest. I have a woman I am faithful to.
She accommodates my desires with a simple strap on and some role play... a role she finds exciting, too.
Your guy doesn't just want sex with men... he wants dangerous, anonymous sex without emotional connection.
lose him."