Hello Friends - Well, I must express my distress at the poor behavior of people while out. Specfically the behavor of the entourage when their prized 'cash cow' is approached by me, treated respectfully and likes it. I was to be married tomorrow. There was to be nothing of strippers and that sort of thing. The guys were to have had a night out on a yacht and on land chi-chi places with drinks and drivers to dump them back home. Since I called my wedding off and in proper WASPY fashion did not want to call attention to this or trouble my friends, I snuck into my house and dressed to go out. I went out. A long list of places and hot spots where I could go anonymously and have a drink. Went to one place. Bad vibe. Went to another hot spot. Good. Happy to have a crazy place that I was not recognized. I ordered a drink. The bartender guy was attentive. A random waitress was more than attentive. I was being watched by many people. The women I flirted with. There was a beautiful Bo Derek woman at the other end of the bar that I walked over to who allowed me to lean in and whisper in her ear a compliment. Her people snapped to to get rid of the 'intruder'. I made a public proclomation that appeased them. Bo Derek look alike and I talked for some time, allowing people to listen to see that nothing 'bad' was happening. Bo Derek whose name is Anne - was relaxed and comfortable. Her people, among them very jealous, short, fat, ugly sister and a couple hot gay guys that hated me - put it into high gear to get rid of me at once. I am astounded that such ugly people and such insecure people would feel good about themselves for getting rid of me - a person that is more aware than they will ever be - for allowing their friend to feel wanted and accepted. Anne as it turns out was a model. Lots in common. We were having a delightful time as though there was no one else around. Until the handlers and people shoed me away. Jesus Christ. WTF?! What the fuck is wrong with people when an innocuous guy cares to have polite conversation with someone who cares for the same? I am sick of being treated like the fox in the hen house. I was out tonight to socialize. So was this woman. Her people are pathetic. Ergo that she listens to them does her great discredit. Which is why I am not broken up too badly about it. But I am upset that nothing piece of shit people are threatened by me in a time of weakness. God forbid that a sad guy is putting his sadness aside to go out and be social and fun. Anyway - that is my crap Friday night. I hope you don't encounter such degenerate people.