No your not and I'm not at all surprised. Majority of black men are broken, lost & brainwashed by the scourge of slavery & colonialism. They can't seem to see beauty in themselves or the opposite or same sex unless its white or white adjacent an when they do see it in themselves is because it biracial (ex. light skin, straight hair & colored eyes) Heartbreaking! And to others on here and out there that say "You like what you like.'' or ''You can't help what you like.'' Look at the statistics of what black men see as beauty & what they choose race wise for a mate. Then tell me that society has not molested and brainwashed their minds on standards of beauty!