I'm new but I have been reading as a guest for a couple of weeks to get the feel (so to speak) of this place. Hopefully I won't make a complete ass of myself. I'm a skinny high school senior. I'm here parly because I have a big dick. I don't have a bruise below my knee from my cockhead or anything like that but it's still big. I wasn't real sure about how to list my sexual orientation. I guess I'm sort of a conditional bisexual if that makes sense. I'm attracted to women but have never had sex with one. The chicks at school say I'm too big so blowjobs and intercourse with them are out of the question. I'm hoping things will be different once I get into college. Things are different with guys. I can find guys attractive but in less of a sexual way. I can see a dude and think that he has a great build or goodlooking features but that's not real sexual attraction. There are exceptions and there are guys that I really would like to tangle with. But my sexual experience is so far limited to guys because they're not scared off by my size. I usually don't suck dicks and have never been fucked. I'm usually the one who inserts and not vice-versa. Maybe I unconsciously think if I'm the top dude that I can call myself straight. I guess I should admit to myself that I'm having sex with guys and I should stop being so selfish but when you're in high school it's kinda real important not to be thought of as gay. That's not cool. I guess coming here is part of finding myself. Discussing sexual stuff face to face with people can be awkward. It's probably easier on the internet. I'm kinda glad that I've read a lot of posts before jumping in because I feel that I have a better idea of what this site is about. I can see that it has value. I am sorry that I never got to interract with members who are no longer posting. Jonb, AlleyBlue, DoubleMeatWhopper and Spladle are members that I really would've liked to have gotten to know. Luckily there are still so many members here who seem like they'll be cool to discuss shit with. One little confession before I end this too long first post. That's not really my picture in my avatar. Sorry if I misled you.