I don't really know how to put this but I simply have no desire to blow any guy again for the rest of my life. I guess it was just a phase I was going through and it was fun while it lasted. What came about was I was in the middle of sucking this guy's dick then when he was about to finish something in me just said, what the hell am I doing. Anywho, I eventually just jerked him off and cleaned up his cum off my hand, face and whatnot then just said man, I can't do this anymore. I was just wondering if anyone else had this happen to them or a friend of theirs. I don't regret it at all and in fact it was kind of fun now that I think about it but, the thought of sucking another man's cock simply doesn't turn me on anymore. It kind of makes me feel like... hmmmmmmm, like I am coming out of my shell or something or other. Back on the grind we go. Edit. I used to be thrilled by the thought of another guy sucking my dick as well but now, it's just blah. I can't really describe the feeling but it's just like... meh.