FROM HOMOPHOBE TO HOMO
Chapter 05: The test of straightness (Part 2)
“I’m sorry, Connor! What do you want me to say? That I believe you one hundred percent? I could, but I would be lying. I mean, you could be bisexual.”
I sighed. It was like I was talking to a wall. It was just an erection for God’s sake!
Yet, a voice was whispering somewhere inside my brain, Connor did not know about that but it was actually not the first erection that I had sported listening to him…
“Maybe YOU are bisexual then!” I told him to deflect the question. “You’re the one doing those dirty stuff to please fags and you seem fine with it.”
“I am fine with it, yes, but I don’t really see the connexion here. I’m comfortable and secure with my sexuality so I guess that I simply don’t care, but you, on the other hand, have been really insecure about it since the beginning. Hypothetically, it you were trying to hide that you are into dicks, you would not have wanted to take part in the videos because you would have been afraid, even subconsciously, to be found out.”
“That’s just bullshit psychology, man.”
“Maybe. I’m not that smart. Look, I’m not saying that you’re into guys, not at all. But maybe, there is a part of you which likes it.”
“Fuck you, Rob. There is not part of me which likes dick! I’m sure of that. One hundred percent.”
“Ok, ok. Let’s prove it, then.”
“What? How?”
“I was not intending to do a jerk off scene but it would be great content to have in addition to the rest and it can solve the issue that we’re facing once and for all. I’ll go on the couch. I’ll stroke my dick. You’ll film me. If you don’t get hard, I’ll drop the subject and won’t bother you with it ever again. If you do get hard, well, you’ll know you have to question your…”
I did not let him finish his sentence:
“I won’t get hard.” I said confidently.
I was not that confident though.
What I should have said instead was that this test was stupid, that it would not prove anything. But the desire to show that I was really straight was more important than anything else.
“Let’s go, then. I’ll launch a porn!” Robbie practically ran and jumped on the couch.
“Well, that’s not fair, I could get hard with the porn running.”
“Oh yeah, right. But you won’t look at it. You should only look at my dick for the test to work, you need to record everything anyway. Besides, I need the porn, I cannot get hard just having you between my legs.”
Why did I have to keep burying a hole for myself?
“That’s messed up.” I simply said.
“If you’re afraid of getting hard just looking at my cock, you already have your answer, bro, and we can call off the whole thing.”
“I’m not afraid! That’s just fucking sick.”
“If you say so, now get naked, and go there.” He pointed to a spot between his legs.
“Why should I get naked?”
“How else I am going to tell if you get hard or not? And don’t forget my phone, the whole idea is still for you to record this, not for you to enjoy a personal free show!”
I showed him the middle finger, but I still went.
I took my submissive position between his legs while he launched a porn on his ultra-HD television. I took a peek, there were just dicks when I looked, it was a gangbang scene. Those cocks looked huge on the large TV screen. I reverted my attention back at Robbie’s cock in front of me, it scared me that it looked even bigger!
He was already fondling himself, quickly getting hard.
“I’ve been a naughty girl.” Said the Pornstar on TV.
I was about to start recording when Robbie stopped me.
“Wait, I cannot really tell if you’re hard in this position, I cannot see your little wiener.”
“I’m not hard, bro. Just look down.”
“I can barely see anything. Again, it’s nothing against you, man. I trust you. But we both know that if I cannot see it with my own eyes, I will always have this little doubt in my mind.”
“Just look! Freaking flaccid!” I held my dick. “I can stand up if you want.”
The fucking portion of the movie was starting on the TV behind me, I could not see but it was clear that there were some big balls fapping against some ass. And the first moaning: “Mmmm… Oh yeeees… Oh… Fuck meeee…”
“Don’t stand up, that would ruin the shot, we are still working. No, I think you should move a bit closer, there is a reflection on this mirror.” Robbie pointed to a large fancy mirror in the living room on his left. “If you’re closer to the couch and I stretched my legs, I can see your dick.”
“Closer?”
“Yeah.” He grabbed my shoulders to push me towards his legs that he was spreading wide, his big hairy balls low hanging between them. “I can almost see you entirely in the reflection now, I look at my left and I see everything, well almost, just a bit closer.”
“Dude, I’m going to touch your dick!”
“Won’t be the first time! Just kidding.” He added, seeing my face. “At least, if you’re really straight, you will definitely not get an erection this time! Just the smell of my balls that close to your nose should make your own dick shrunken!” He laughed.
I was not laughing.
I got closer, until I was really trapped between his legs. I was not too sure how this angle was better for him to check on the state of my erection, but he stretched his legs further and told me he now had a clear view of my dick if he were to look on his left and otherwise, he did not have to see it, meaning that he could get hard himself.
According to Robbie, we had found the perfect position.
My eyes and the camera were so closed to his junks, every time he was moving even so slightly, I thought he was going to slap me with his cock. It looked even bigger in this position.
After a few strokes, he went to full mast, and suddenly, his cock looked simply humongous right above my nose.
Surely, he did not lie about his ten inches. Even on a black guy, even in porn movies, I had never seen such a huge shaft. Honestly, I was impressed.
“Ooooooh, fuck my ass, mmmm, fill me with your big cock…”
That was the girl in the porn moaning and talking. She sounded so nasty. So hot. Oh fuck, this could be dangerous…
“Yes, yes, yes, more! Get in deeper! Oh fuck, yes!” She was screaming.
Robbie’s jerking-off session got intense, his hand almost touching my nose at each back and forth. Soon enough, he used two hands but it was far from sufficient to cover the full surface of his meaty dick.
How could he be so hard with my face stuck between his legs? And that damn girl, screaming at the tops of her lungs like a nymphomaniac. She was driving me insane!
“YES, FUCK ME, DADDY! I’M YOUR FUCKING WHORE. YOUR CUM DUMPSTER. I’LL BE EVERY NASTY THING YOU WANT ME TO BE.”
I knew where Robbie got his inspiration for his dirty talking, it was probably one of his favourite porn series. The guys taking turn destroying the girl sounded so much like him.
Rarely, our eyes would cross but I would immediately look back at his dick. Staring at his pulsating and throbbing cock was somehow more manageable than supporting his gaze.
“Fill me with your cum!” The whore begged on TV.
She was too filthy. She was getting to me. That was not fair!
The big dick in front of me was not waking my cock up, the whore moaning on TV was!
When I felt my dick reacted, I tried to speak up.
“Rob… I….”
He ignored me. He was too much into himself. His dick was leaking huge droplets of precum at this point, sliding down his shaft. He did not even pay attention as they were almost hitting me.
The rough-banging kept going in the porn movie, there were clearly multiple guys now, all taking turns in degrading and insulting the nasty bitch.
Fuck them! I wanted to jack off so bad.
“Please, put the porn on mute…” I said a bit louder to catch Robbie’s attention.
“What?” Robbie said, as if he had just realized I was there, kneeling between his legs.
He switched his position slightly and I thought that some precum had landed on my face. I mean, I am pretty sure I was hit on my right cheek but it was way too embarrassing to mention it.
“Just turn the sound down… Please. The porn is making me horny.”
“But you’re just looking at my dick. I mean, it must be the only thing you are seeing right now. It’s quite big, it’s almost covering your entire face.”
Like a moron, I was still trying to hold the phone to record everything, including his smirk.
“Dude, listen to her getting fucked! Everybody would get horny! That’s not fair for the test!”
“You’re a pain in the ass, you know; But I’ll give you that. I want this to be fair and square. I’ll put the porn on mute, I guess it could be nice for my viewers to hear me talk anyway.”
I started panicking. Robbie talking was generally the problem… He was so fucking dirty with his words; he was taking me to crazy places in my mind.
Now, I could no longer hear the porn and it was as if the World had stopped spinning.
There were just me, that gigantic dick, Robbie’s balls contracting – ready to burst -, and the sound of fapping combined with his low voice.
“You nasty bitch, how long have you been dreaming to see that big juicy cock in action?”
He spat on his dick, lubing it further.
“See how hungry it is for a tight hole. That cock loves virgin assholes. See, how thirsty it is!”
He squeezed his dickhead and a prominent amount of precum slid down his shaft. Robbie’s eyes were alternating from the TV screen to the phone. He was not checking the mirror often… Thank God.
I hated myself so much for that but I was getting hard once again.
I should have never accepted this sick test before being able to nut! I had been horny for days! I had set myself up for failure.
“Tell me you want to swallow that juice.” He insisted.
I stayed still. Terrified.
“I’ll start by pounding your asshole until you can no longer walk, my ten inches buried deep inside your guts, and then, I’ll paint your throat white with my warm cum.”
I closed my eyes. I tried to think about sad stuff. Everything which could soften my dick. It was not at full mast. I could still get it under control. I tried to ignore Robbie’s moans.
I would open my eyes once in a while to check the camera was still capturing the stroking session.
Out of nowhere, although given the situation, it was to be expected but I had simply not thought of it, it started raining on my face.
It was raining jizz!
Warm, thick and sticky jizz, exploding from the big dick in front of me.
Robbie was not aiming at my face per se, but his dick was pointing to the ceiling and more towards me than towards him. As a result, I was literally sprayed with his milk.
All my life, I had very strong orgasms so I was used to see huge volleys of cum, but normally, they would come out of my own dick. Thankfully, I had the reflex to zip my mouth not to swallow anything while the cum was pouring onto my entire face.
“FUCK, YEAH, THAT FEELS FUCKING AWESOME!”
I wanted to scream but I could not open my mouth. I had to close my eyes too, the sperm was burning. I squeezed his thighs so Robbie would remember that I was still there, being the main recipient of his ejaculation.
“Ouch!” He finally looked down at me. “Damn, the phone!”
He picked up the phone, there was certainly spunk all over it. I think that he then turned the camera towards my face. I could barely see anything.
“That’s something you don’t see often!” He laughed, apparently filming me.
I was paralyzed. My roommate had just nutted all over my face and he thought this was funny!
“Damn, bro, look at your dick!”
I could not move. I could not even look down.
“Hard as a rock! Gay as can be!” Robbie laughed again.
“Dude!” I mumbled, biting my lips, trying not to swallow anything.
I was utterly mortified.
“Wait here, I’ll get something to clean you up, I hate jizz and there is a big mess, bro.”
He rubbed his dick and balls, and even his ass all over my face, while passing over me, and he ran towards the bathroom. At the time, I thought he was looking for a towel. Did I really think anything though? I was completely stunned.
Robbie came back a few seconds later. My eyes were semi-closed, sticking with cum, I felt something being rubbed against my face. Well, I first smelled it. A strong odour of sweaty balls.
I opened my eyes; Robbie was wiping my face with his dirty and sweaty grey underwear from before!
“I told you, man, we need to prepare packages with dirty socks, filthy underwear and cum. We cannot waste those loads! My semen is worth a lot of money these days!”
He showed me the underwear now soaked with cum. Had I really had so much spunk on my face?! I still did not react. I could not say anything. This was all surreal.
Robbie threw the underwear in my room, where he had already stored his socks, and came back to me. He looked concerned.
“You’re ok, mate?”
I looked at my dick. It was flaccid. There were some residues of cum from Robbie’s ejaculation but it was flaccid.
Victory!
“I’m… My dick is… I’m soft!” I finally managed to say.
Robbie laughed at me.
“Well, maybe, but you were hard most of the time, bro. Still fucking weird to me! But don’t sweat it, I’m super happy with the content made tonight, so I don’t care, I’ll give you your share on the videos.”
[MORE TO CUM]
