Exactly. I feel like I'm asking too much. But is it really too much to ask? I swear that guys don't have the libidos they make it out to be. That's why I go for younger men. They don't work as much and don't have families to make them exhausted. I have just come to the conclusion I have the worst luck possible in dating and finding FBs. I too would love a few times a week, but i'd settle for at least once a week. Or once every week and a half...or two weeks. I'd at least like to look forward to something!
I think it's a myth that men's sex drives are so much higher than women's. I've only ever found one guy who can match me libido wise. He was 28 when I met him and is now 38 so it's not limited to younger guys!
Unfortunately, we find it almost impossible to find times to have sex. He is in an open relationship so his wife comes first (fair enough, as far as I'm concerned). To make it more awkward, she doesn't like to see any signs of his other women, so we have trouble organising a time that wouldn't make it obvious to her what he's doing. When we first met, he used to get home from work a few hours before her, but now he gets home much later than her so afternoons are not an option. And lunch time quickies aren't a practical idea because he lives and works an hour and a half away. When we first met we saw each other once or twice a week. Now it's more like once every few months :frown1:
My other FB I only see once every six months or so, when he and his gf are 'taking a break' from each other. So I am one horny girl.
When the sex is so good, and you don't want it to ever stop, the boundaries get blurry. I fooled myself into believing my FB knew that and was ok with it staying completely physical. I'd pick her up, drive back to my place, fuck for 5 or 6 hours and bring her home. Gradually she got clingy, not for sex (which I wish she did), but for the mundane niceties present within a run-of-the-mill relationship.
I've almost always managed to avoid the emotional blurriness. When I do feel I stir of emotions I get it back under control again pretty quickly. But I am really concerned that if I start making it clear how often I want sex, they will interpret it as this kind of clingy. It's probably a fair interpretation in most cases. Very few women (and men for that matter) seem able to maintain an intense FB relationship without beginning to crave the mundane relationship stuff as well.
I'm by no means an expert on FWB "relationships", but one thing I wish I had was a girl who was honest enough to say, "Come over and fuck me." and in due time be up front when the emotions were starting to come into the mix.
I never say come over and fuck me. I always leave the power of the sex request to them because if I had my way we would be fucking all the time and they would soon be scared off thinking that I'm getting clingy.
The one time my emotions did run away with me a little, I was honest and told him so. We had a rather long and meaningless conversation about it and things carried on just as they were. It ended up causing more complications further down the track because he thought it meant I would be monogamous. Nope. I am not going to be monogamous with someone who isn't willing to put in the effort to make it a LTR. Not gonna happen.