Hello I’m a gay guy and I have a relationship with another guy for 5years now and recently we decided to spice up our sex life by wearing women clothing so we’re crossdressing and find other guys online and we’re having sex with them dressed as girls, at first i was okay with this because I really felt good and enjoyed it, but as the time goes by we started to have sex with other guys but not together like a threesome, for example my boyfriend was fucking with one guy in one room and in the other room I was with another guy, and now I don’t know how to feel about it, my boyfriend says that sex is something different than love and it doesn’t mean the we don’t love eachother.But I really don’t know what to think because I feel guilty and sad sometimes because I feel that this thing maybe is destroying our relationship, but my boyfriend says that it’s all ok and we don’t have to hyperanalyse everything. I still feel nice when I get fuck with other guys because I do that dressed as a woman and I feel that I’m not really my usual self, but I still feel guilty. it’s really that complicated or it’s really simple? Please tell me your opinions.