I am intensely curious about vaginas, but not about women generally. Other than the vagina, there is nothing about a woman's body that arouses me. The curvy shape, breasts, and overall bodily structure leave me soft. Women's bodies don't repulse me, but don't interest me either.
Vaginas are a totally different story. I've never had sex with a woman or even seen one up close, but I am fascinated with the idea of a well-positioned, clean, muscular tube that lubricates itself with an natural, edible fluid. I would very much like to know how one would feel gripping my penis. I also find the labiae attractive. I love to watch male/female porn as long as the guy is hot and the woman isn't too gross (which is increasingly rare). For some reason, watching a cute guy licking a vagina excites me tremendously, although I know he's probably doing a poor job of it. I think I could enjoy perfoming cunnilingus. I like it best when he bangs her from behind, since the visuals of his cock and her cunt are clear and the fucking is usually wet and vigorous. To some extent I identify with his male thrusting and could see myself doing the same, but at the same time I am fixated on his huge dick and how it would feel inside me.
However, all of these thoughts are concerning condomless sex (another reason I like male/female porn). I don't think there would be much point for me to try having vagina sex if I had to wear a condom. So I don't think it's going to happen.
In my ideal world, the hot boys that I want to fuck would have vaginas. Whether they also had penises or not wouldn't matter to me. But they would need to have a boy's face, muscles, chest and preferably some body hair.
When I want a man to fuck me, then I would also want to have a vagina. I think this obsession with the mechanics of heterosexual sex is related to the development of my sexuality. Before I consciously realized that I was gay, for years all of my sexual fantasies were ostensibly heterosexual, in the sense that I fantasized about a stud I knew, whose long penis I had seen, fucking some girl. I shouldn't even say girl, it was a nameless, faceless, almost formless female entity. Of course, that female entity was really just a substitute for me. Young as I was, I fervently believed that his cock was 15 inches long. The fantasy was always the same, him just lying on top of "her" thrusting his huge organ in and out of her vagina.
So, I've always wanted to have this primordial male fuck me in this area which I guess would be just below my scrotum. I've always wanted to have the freedom to just spread my legs and have all those gorgeous men who love to fuck vaginas inside me. Of course, I transfer those desires to anal sex, but I think of it in heterosexual terms. In my mind, on some level, I think of my ass as a cunt.
I also want the same deal with the boys I want to fuck. I want them to have hot, juicy cunts. I'm not gay because I like assholes or anal sex. I'm gay because I like everything else about men. I learned to deal with butt sex because that's the only option available to a man who likes to fuck men. Butt sex is good. I've had the best sexual experiences of my life while getting fucked. However, anal sex requires a lot of cleaning and lubrication. Analingus is much less safe than cunnilingus.
I think the closest I may ever get to vaginal sex is an encounter with a heterosexual couple. I would love to serve both partners orally until they are ready to fuck, then I would lick around the point of penetration, concentrating on his balls. If he wanted to alternate, he could pull out and fuck my face periodically and then plunge back into the pussy. When he climaxes inside or on her cunt, I would lick all of the jism and pussy juice off of his hard cock and milk any last drops from his shaft. Then I would greedily eat all of the cum and juices out of her dripping swollen cunt. I haven't done any of these things, but I want to try.