For as long as I can remember, I've had what seems like an unusual desire. I'm a middle-aged gay man (married and out to my wife). Sex with a guy (large cocks are nice!) is wonderful. But what I think about a lot is being with a couple. Not really doing anything but watching a large-cocked stud fuck the daylights out of his tight little honey. When I see a good-looking couple, I don't think about making him happy, I want to see him mount his partner and fuck her with his wonderful cock -- watch her pussy lips expand around his hard pole. I read on one message her about a guy wanting to have a vagina. I guess I have vagina envy too. I'd love to give a guy a nice tight well lubed muscular hole to fuck. Yes, anal sex is an option, but it's not the same. I have no desire to be a woman or transgender, but i'd love to have a pussy! Anyway, wanted to share that and see if other large-cock admirers ever had similar thoughts.