Hi... I've been with my bf for over 2 years. We've been in an open relationship since the beginning. He travels a lot for his job and at some point I couldn't stand not having sex while he was away because I'm such a horn dog and because I love the feeling of new encounters (new cock?) from time to time. Our sex life is awesome but I still love to chase around other guys. I never do it under his nose and never lie about it. I'm really respectful of the ground rules we laid out. But I think deep down he would rather if I stopped and became exclusive to him. I know I can't do it, partly because he travels so much but also because even though he didn't travel at all I know at some point I'd crave meeting new guys from time to time. To me it doesn't take anything from the love I have for him. I love my bf like crazy and want our relationship to last. But at the same time, I know myself and how horny I get all the time... So I try to be really transparent and communicative with him as possible. But sometimes I feel that I'm hurting him, and that is the last one I would want to do. Any thoughts from anyone who has been in that situation?