Hi,
I'm quite new here.
This has been on my mind for a long time now.
I'm 27 years old.
Ever since I was 11 years old, I found myself to be attracted to guys.
For the last couple of years, I've dated some girls whom I liked, we had sex and I enjoyed it.
I've had a couple of sexual encounters with men as well, which I also liked.
So for a long time I've considered myself to be bisexual.
For about a year now, I feel that I'm much more attracted to men, even when just walking on the street and seeing a handsome guy.
I also prefer watching gay / bisexual porn, rather than the straight one.
The thing is that it's only physical sexual attraction for men, and that's all.
It's even only speciffic sexual things, like I have an obsession with men's ass and rimming.. I'm sure it probably sounds really strange and stupid, but that's what it is.. :smile:
I don't fall in love with men, I have no desire in a long term relationship with a man, dating etc..
It's more like an impulse to have sex, and that's it.
Even though my sexual attraction for women is to a much lesser degree,
I do want a loving long term relationship with a woman, and that's not because of the public pressure "to be straight"..
On the other hand, I'm wondering if it's not just me trying to convince myself that I'm not gay, because I know that my family defenitely would not be ok with it, and I don't want to ruin our relationship..
I'm still single, so for now it's not that important, but I'm afraid that when I do decide to settle down with a girl, I would not be able to have a monogamous relationship because of the constant drive to have a one night stand with a guy..
I've heard many saying that I should not label myself either way, and just go with the flow, but I just can't help it...
So, as you probably can tell by now, I'm really confused :smile:
These thoughts are constantly on my mind, and I cannot make them go away.
Sorry for the long vent
I've been reading a lot of posts on the forums here, and everybody here seems to be so sure about their sexuality..
Maybe some of you have been in a similar situation, and can relate.
It would be great if you could share your experience and give me your opinion.
I'm quite new here.
This has been on my mind for a long time now.
I'm 27 years old.
Ever since I was 11 years old, I found myself to be attracted to guys.
For the last couple of years, I've dated some girls whom I liked, we had sex and I enjoyed it.
I've had a couple of sexual encounters with men as well, which I also liked.
So for a long time I've considered myself to be bisexual.
For about a year now, I feel that I'm much more attracted to men, even when just walking on the street and seeing a handsome guy.
I also prefer watching gay / bisexual porn, rather than the straight one.
The thing is that it's only physical sexual attraction for men, and that's all.
It's even only speciffic sexual things, like I have an obsession with men's ass and rimming.. I'm sure it probably sounds really strange and stupid, but that's what it is.. :smile:
I don't fall in love with men, I have no desire in a long term relationship with a man, dating etc..
It's more like an impulse to have sex, and that's it.
Even though my sexual attraction for women is to a much lesser degree,
I do want a loving long term relationship with a woman, and that's not because of the public pressure "to be straight"..
On the other hand, I'm wondering if it's not just me trying to convince myself that I'm not gay, because I know that my family defenitely would not be ok with it, and I don't want to ruin our relationship..
I'm still single, so for now it's not that important, but I'm afraid that when I do decide to settle down with a girl, I would not be able to have a monogamous relationship because of the constant drive to have a one night stand with a guy..
I've heard many saying that I should not label myself either way, and just go with the flow, but I just can't help it...
So, as you probably can tell by now, I'm really confused :smile:
These thoughts are constantly on my mind, and I cannot make them go away.
Sorry for the long vent
I've been reading a lot of posts on the forums here, and everybody here seems to be so sure about their sexuality..
Maybe some of you have been in a similar situation, and can relate.
It would be great if you could share your experience and give me your opinion.