This is the
denouement of a love-text written by popsicleman (I will apologize for the typos, misspelling and grammatical abominations, as he surely won't):
"And I can only marvel that thou dost have the benevolence, the magnatudinal mercies and unfathomeable forgiveness to forgive me from having betrayed my quest for thee from my mother's womb. Thou art truly a child of light. And I dost love thee nectar oh fair flower. How can I not? I would so to drown in thy gaze. I would so to be the suckeling child of thy loins."
While this may appear relatively innocuous on the surface, the constant use of child imagery - and this is by no means a unique instance in his writings - disturbs me in the context of the sites he has referred to here, his own "artwork", and his general behavior. Bear in mind also that this is the apotheotic, climactic moment of said love-text, "Affirmations" ... a climax of love riddled with child-related imagery and metaphors.
À propos of nothing in particular and in no way connected to the above...
Anyone who has followed cases of or been exposed to pedophiles might comment that certain tell-tale forms of behavior are common to many:: an inability to control 'leakage' to the surface of remarks pertaining to children in a sexual context; a certain bravado of almost wanting to show off their desires; a disavowal of their own interest in children and the projection of this onto other groups, together with much feigned ire; a certain childlike behavior, as though they wish to be 'grown-up children' rather than 'adults'; a desire to 'root out' like-minded folk by mentioning pedophilia when it has nothing to do with the subject in hand, just to measure those people's responses; and absolute self-absorption, stemming from a need to disavow the world around them and instead promote themselves as the 'correct' central axis of a world crafted in line with their own desires.
I could go on and discuss things - disgusting, defiling things which I wish I could remove from my memory - that I've seen over the years as a result of researching male and female pedophiles of this type. But I'll leave my thoughts here.