I’ve seen him around for years, a very sad person in a manufactured body. Ten years of drug abuse takes its toll on one’s mind; especially one as fragile as his. His body looked smoking hot but the steroid cycles were excessive and he even hoped for liver failure. You mix that with a collection of recreational drugs, he did them all (lots of them) and your mind is on overload. I found it hard to believe he hated his cock so much. I thought it was a beauty but he had two bad circumcisions and then wished the doctor had chopped the whole thing off. Also, the self-fisting till the blood poured from his asshole was another disturbing practice. This poor guy was a mess. I’d often watch him cam and he looked so “out-of-it” and sad. His passing redefines what beauty is. So much of his self-worth was aligned with his physical appearance. He predicted death was inevitable because beauty fades with time and he just peaked on his 30th birthday. I’m sure if you could turn back the clock prior to the sex and drugs we would have seen a very unhappy boy. The choices he made as an adult made a very bad situation worst. There is so much to learn from his story. It’s a real social commentary on our culture.