When I was about 8, I was raped by my little brother's dad while both my mom and sister was home, but strangely enough they didn't know or hear what was going down. I kept it to myself because I didn't really understand what was happening, but a part of me knew it was wrong and a part of me kind of liked it..I am 18 now and I still see my brother's father from time to time and we both act like it never happened and like ever since that day I found myself more attracted to guys than girls, I don't know if it was because being raped made me gay or if I always was attracted to guys and being raped made me realize it, but I am also somewhat attracted to girls so I consider myself bisexual and ironically ever since what happened I have only been attracted and have sex with guys that were older than me, like since the age of 13 to now I am only able to mess around with guys that were like 5-9 years older and if I knew they were the same age or a year younger I couldn't bring myself to get hard or in the mood. I know it's kinda weird but I just cant help it, I love older dudes and I am sure I am not the only one that experienced something similar to what I said.
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