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My boyfriend and I have been living together for about 2 months, and we've been having frequent arguments, mainly because I don't trust him due to his past actions. I always try to know what he's doing or where he is. Our latest and biggest argument happened today, and I'm literally in bed crying as I write this. Essentially, due to my lack of trust, I went through his computer and found out he spent money on pornography, leading to the argument when he discovered I did that. The truth is, it's a lack of trust on my part, but I'm also upset that he spent money on it when we're trying to save for our home. I don't even know where I'm going with this; I'm just really scared about how this might end. We've talked many times about leaving our toxic behaviors behind, but it's been difficult for me as he has lied several times. I just want an opinion from someone completely external.