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Hi everyone,
This is my first post. Let me first make a brief introduction; I'm a 21 years old guy who is now in a 5 months gay relationship with a 23 years old.
Meeting my partner and falling in love with him was such an interesting event. I have had only straight relationships before, and I never expected that I would fall in love with a guy. I met him early December through a friend, and on new year's eve 2006 we met just to say hello and head to different new year's parties, but ended up staying together and I had my first kiss with a guy! Which was really cool.
Love wise, we are just so happy together, we cannot possibly see what could stop us from loving each other; in other words, we are so much in love.
I am very happy in my relationship, and I know my partner is happy with me as well, and sex was not a priority in our relationship as long as we have each other.
Sex wise, he describes himself as top, and if I am to engage into that level of sexual experience, I would describe myself as top as well. However, when we are intimate together, I do not get satisfaction from him. He, on the other hand, told me repeatedly that he never felt so much intense feeling before; and really enjoys it.
Last night, I told him how I feel about us getting intimate. His reaction was very much shown in his facial gestures: the big smile quickly turned into a feeling of guilt and remorse. When I asked him not to get mad, and told him that I really love him, he simply replied: "I love you too" and said that he doesn't wish to talk about it. It was just me trying to get him happy again with him being so silent.
This morning, he called me saying that he doesn't really feel talking about what happened last night and preferred to postpone that.
My question is, did I do something wrong? Some of you reading may feel that I am making things better than they may appear, but I really feel that I would love to spend the rest of my life with this guy (I know! It is too soon to say this, but I really feel so). My partner also told me that same thing.
Any advices in my case from any members?
Marwan (BTW, not my realy name)
This is my first post. Let me first make a brief introduction; I'm a 21 years old guy who is now in a 5 months gay relationship with a 23 years old.
Meeting my partner and falling in love with him was such an interesting event. I have had only straight relationships before, and I never expected that I would fall in love with a guy. I met him early December through a friend, and on new year's eve 2006 we met just to say hello and head to different new year's parties, but ended up staying together and I had my first kiss with a guy! Which was really cool.
Love wise, we are just so happy together, we cannot possibly see what could stop us from loving each other; in other words, we are so much in love.
I am very happy in my relationship, and I know my partner is happy with me as well, and sex was not a priority in our relationship as long as we have each other.
Sex wise, he describes himself as top, and if I am to engage into that level of sexual experience, I would describe myself as top as well. However, when we are intimate together, I do not get satisfaction from him. He, on the other hand, told me repeatedly that he never felt so much intense feeling before; and really enjoys it.
Last night, I told him how I feel about us getting intimate. His reaction was very much shown in his facial gestures: the big smile quickly turned into a feeling of guilt and remorse. When I asked him not to get mad, and told him that I really love him, he simply replied: "I love you too" and said that he doesn't wish to talk about it. It was just me trying to get him happy again with him being so silent.
This morning, he called me saying that he doesn't really feel talking about what happened last night and preferred to postpone that.
My question is, did I do something wrong? Some of you reading may feel that I am making things better than they may appear, but I really feel that I would love to spend the rest of my life with this guy (I know! It is too soon to say this, but I really feel so). My partner also told me that same thing.
Any advices in my case from any members?
Marwan (BTW, not my realy name)