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So my view on Sexuality has grown and developed so much over my college career. When I first entered, I was a totally gay: I wasn't gonna have any of that "girl" bullcrap: I was extremely prideful.
However, it's gotten to the point where the idea of being Strictly gay OR straight (in terms of both sexual orientation AND sexual practices) feels quite unnatural. Sometimes I see a women I want to fuck cause she's just such a babe, and then I see the guy she's with (and pretty much start tenting). Delineating between gender feels extremely wrong to me at this point because both genders are beautiful and I for one like appreciating that beauty.
Does anyone else understand what I'm trying to say, or do you all think I need therapy *rolls eyes*?
I would like to end this post by quoting eek:!) Freud:
"To constrain sexual drives to socially accepted norms is something that we 'learn'."
However, it's gotten to the point where the idea of being Strictly gay OR straight (in terms of both sexual orientation AND sexual practices) feels quite unnatural. Sometimes I see a women I want to fuck cause she's just such a babe, and then I see the guy she's with (and pretty much start tenting). Delineating between gender feels extremely wrong to me at this point because both genders are beautiful and I for one like appreciating that beauty.
Does anyone else understand what I'm trying to say, or do you all think I need therapy *rolls eyes*?
I would like to end this post by quoting eek:!) Freud:
"To constrain sexual drives to socially accepted norms is something that we 'learn'."