I never really answered the question at hand, so first of all: I consider myself 'straight' I guess (not really a fan of definite/rigid labels, especially not dual natured ones but whatever) and when I watch porn it's way more about the woman for me. Her pleasure. How she's being pleasured. Who she looks like. What
I'd do to her. Etc, etc. Gay porn has no women, so for the more reserved guys like me, there's nothing to fantasize about and thus nothing to jerk off to, end of story. Also I grew up/live in a very conservative town - the kind where gays get outed and beat up for it... guys like that are not and never will admit to finding any sort of pleasure in two men together. Just the way life is 'round here and abroad I guess.
headbang8 said:
That would be a pity, AA. Your posts have been thoughtful and contributed a lot--and I get the impression you found the relies valuable. What prompts your decision?
I hope it's not those horny gay fellows, emboldened by the anonymity of the internet, who hit on you. You may need to make your "no" rather forceful in with some. Gay men need to do the same thing with unwanted suitors, in any case.
But if you do depart, we wish you well.
First of all, thank you headbang, it's good to know somebody liked some of my posts here instead of just my pics...
You know, I'm not behind my monitor jerking off when I'm on the boards here. I have some experience with a supposed 'large penis' and try to help out when I can. I can't help my sense of humor, it's just the way I am though... I grew up in a very angry, strict environment, my sense of humor is the only way I was able to get where I am without losing my mind, there's no doubt in my head about that. I'm sorry if I ever upset anyone with it.
My decision to leave when I do will have nothing to do with the site or any of it's users, or at least I don't foresee that being the case. It's summer vacation for me, and I was fired from my job. I have a lot of free time until I go back to school, and when I'm not with friends I spend a lot of (read: too much) time on here. However, once I'm back to the grind I can't say for sure how much I'll come here (if at all).
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One other thing: I put straight in quotes before for a reason. While I'm sure if you go through each and every one of my posts 'with a fine tooth comb' (which I know some of you reading do or have done to others if not me) you will see discrepancies in regards to my 'sexuality'. I love women, they're what I think about 99.9 percent of the time I J/O and about 95 percent of the time otherwise. But who knows what the world has in store, ya know? When I get a PM that's too direct I ignore it. I'm never creeped out by anyone though. It says 1% gay right under my name, never hurts for them to try I guess, you know?
OK, I think I've said enough for now. Probably should've just made a new topic out of this or something. But then I'd just turn into that which I can't stand most about this site: a user who really thinks everyone else is there just for them. Which I assure everyone I'm not.
*AA steps off his soapbox*