...but I'm not that upset. scarred but not upset. you'll see why. Yesterday night I caught a girl who I had been seeing, cheating on me. Caught her in the act! Thank god she wasn't my girlfriend...but she was about to be, as our relationship had escalated recently as we were getting more and more sexually active. When I walked in, her sexy legs were splayed high in the air, she was holding onto the sides of the bed, and the guy was thrusting violently, his back was turned. I stood there for over a minute before she noticed me. She made a weird reaction, as if she was trying to say to me, "its not what it looks like" and telling the guy, "faster! faster!" at the same time. In retrospect, it was pretty funny (but not so much when it happened). But what stunned me the most is what I saw going on to the girl physically. This guy was stretching her to what seemed like her limit! Now I'm about 7.5" long and a little under 5.5" girth (never really measured but I know its over 5" and under 5.5"). I've always thought that size was big. Not huge of course...i watch alot of porn so i know its nowhere near huge, but pretty big. Yesterday that whole image changed. This girl's vagina was getting stretched twice the amount that I would ever stretch her out. Granted I was pretty far away, but it was that drastic I could see from that distance. When the guy turned around, I was amazed. He was probably a white Mandingo, if not bigger. Now remember, I was pretty far away (probably a little over 10 feet), and he was so large I could see his meat throbbing from that distance. I measure my size alot, just for the hell of it, this guy had to be over 10 inches...if not, a whole foot long. His girth was even more amazing...it had to be as thick as a coke can if not thicker. Easily 8+ inch girth. His hand was around the base of it when he pulled out, and it wouldn't fit all the way around it. The girls flawless, silky legs were still shaking after he pulled out, in fact, I think her whole body was shivering. The look on her face was even more memorable. Her face looked in a way that felt a little bit of pity for me, but at the same time her eyes looked like they were literally BEGGING for more of his cock. This might sound a little sick but she looked extremely hot there. They were having the type of sex you can't fake in a porno, you have to be there when it happens. A chill went down my spine, that I have never felt before. I've never felt so inferior in my life. I could only imagine what an average size guy would feel in my position. A smaller guy would be unimaginable. Right now I don't think I could ever pleasure a woman again in my life. Plus, my whole view on girls right now is ruined...it will take a while of relationships to get that back. As much as I try not to let it hurt, still does a little, but thats not the point..... ...His love muscle was unbelievable....perfectly proportioned (huge of course), and had a noticeable amount of veins...not too much. I've always been a sensual guy, and I *usually* get my girls to orgasm. The girl who cheated on me, I had made her orgasm multiple times during sex...and I know what a real orgasm, for sure. But even five minutes after the guy was out of her, she was still shivering, aching for more pounding. She looked like a deer in headlights. Surprisingly, the guy's reaction was kind. I was preparing myself mentally for a fight. You'd think that a dominant guy like him would try to fight (I would have won, taken over 15 years of MMA and won various ring fights), but I guess we were both peaceful guys. I basically said "I'll let you guys finish" and he said "Thanks man" and I left. I texted her later saying, "I guess there isn't much to say. I just want you to know that you lost out in this situation, not me." Just felt like I had to tell this experience somewhere...my friends would still be laughing at me .