No doubt I am going to draw some fire from this, but I want to be, or at the very least, ACT straight.
When I discovered masturbation at age 13, I quickly discovered pornography. However, I soon learned that I preferred to see FFM threesomes. Then MMF threesomes. Somewhere along the line, i just began hitting the GAY button instead of the STRAIGHT one a Xtube.
Yesterday, my friend Em (nickname) pretty much came out of the closet to me. She told me about all the hot girls she has been checking out. When I was talking to my brother today, he told me that she probably came out to me because she knew I was gay.
Now I am worried. I do not want people thinking i am gay. I am fine with BEING gay, but not with people I know/don't know knowing about it. In fact, I wish I were straight.
Any tips form people in similar situations dealing with hiding homosexuality from parents (Mom is a devout, outspoken anti gay christian, while i am an atheist), sibling, friends, and extended family?
Any tips are much appreciated.
BTW: My spell check is NOT working.
When I discovered masturbation at age 13, I quickly discovered pornography. However, I soon learned that I preferred to see FFM threesomes. Then MMF threesomes. Somewhere along the line, i just began hitting the GAY button instead of the STRAIGHT one a Xtube.
Yesterday, my friend Em (nickname) pretty much came out of the closet to me. She told me about all the hot girls she has been checking out. When I was talking to my brother today, he told me that she probably came out to me because she knew I was gay.
Now I am worried. I do not want people thinking i am gay. I am fine with BEING gay, but not with people I know/don't know knowing about it. In fact, I wish I were straight.
Any tips form people in similar situations dealing with hiding homosexuality from parents (Mom is a devout, outspoken anti gay christian, while i am an atheist), sibling, friends, and extended family?
Any tips are much appreciated.
BTW: My spell check is NOT working.