I’ve been invited the the Belvedere Guest House on Fire Island in August. The many who invited me is a good friend, but there is zero sexual energy or attraction between us. I have booked my own room. I identify as straight. I have never had a same sex encounter as an adult. As I young teenager I did participate in a number of circle jerks, but each of us stroked our own cocks and there was no touching anyone else. But that was forever ago.
I do have some same-sex attraction, and I watch a lot of gay, bisexual, and straight porn. I am attracted to guys and I think, in the right circumstance I would really enjoy some play and experimentation. I love using but plugs and vibes on myself.
But, (excuse the pun), I pretty much read as straight, I act straight, and while I have lots of fantasies about sex, I know that I’m not interested in same-sex relationships. So I’m wondering, will my straight identify be a buzz kill for the other guests? I’m not an asshole, and I’m not a macho alpha dude. Do I need to worry sbout my identity and am I obligated to essentially wear a sign that says, “I’m straight, but maybe curious?”
I have heard that there are places to hook up there, and I’m open to it, but also nervous. I’m middle-aged and not hot, in fact I’m rockin’ the dad-bod, so it’s not like I’m gonna get hit on a lot. Anyway I’m curious if anyone has some thoughts to share...
I do have some same-sex attraction, and I watch a lot of gay, bisexual, and straight porn. I am attracted to guys and I think, in the right circumstance I would really enjoy some play and experimentation. I love using but plugs and vibes on myself.
But, (excuse the pun), I pretty much read as straight, I act straight, and while I have lots of fantasies about sex, I know that I’m not interested in same-sex relationships. So I’m wondering, will my straight identify be a buzz kill for the other guests? I’m not an asshole, and I’m not a macho alpha dude. Do I need to worry sbout my identity and am I obligated to essentially wear a sign that says, “I’m straight, but maybe curious?”
I have heard that there are places to hook up there, and I’m open to it, but also nervous. I’m middle-aged and not hot, in fact I’m rockin’ the dad-bod, so it’s not like I’m gonna get hit on a lot. Anyway I’m curious if anyone has some thoughts to share...