1:05 am. Sunday. I´m going to bed, but before i would like to say a pair of things. I´m tired and probably (surely) i´ll type it bad. I joined in LPSG.org in December. I knew about this board through a spanish car site. I was happy then, i needed no other thing, i could talk about my car and my cock, more than what a man can desire :tongue:. I had a little knowledge of english (much less than now, incredible!) and started to enjoy. I used to visit the chatroom, where SynSatiable always has been willing to help me, thanks. In January i decided to post regularly. For a moment i felt inside. Some people answered my posts, some sent me PM´s. I was happy on the lpsg. I realised that you, US´ers, are pretty different than spanish, even than european. And i liked it. I have talked with people from many countries around the world, and that is great and pleasant. I have learnt about homosexuality more than in my whole lifetime. And about women, of course. And about lots of subjects. But i think that i don´t fit. There is something bitter that i don´t like. Maybe is just in my eyes, i don´t know. More than two years ago, i tried to stop living. I was in a hospital for two months, i was really down. Then, i decided to push bitterness away from my life "if i have to live". I have broke up with many things and many people. I want my life easy. I need my life easy. Internet has not provided me anything but upset. Well. This is not a thread. I am not asking for responses. I am just leaving the site. I could stop entering, but i prefer say goodbye. I don´t know if anybody cares, i have been here for just four months, but i want to thank everybody the good responses i have received and good moments i have spent. Be respectful, no one really knows the power of a word. Be well. Bye.