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Greetings everyone!
I gave myself a few days to see if like the site before posting here and, well, I love the site.
For things, I shouldn't talk here about I'm deeply depressed since I can remember myself and find it hard to socialize because frankly, humans aren't my favorite species.
Until March I was either sleeping at hostels for homeless people or outdoors. In March I managed to find a job at the airport and then BOOM, coronavirus happened and they put our jobs on hold from late March until late July but thankfully we get a portion of the salary.
However, due to the unexpected pandemic from October, I'll be unemployed and soon homeless - that's some bad luck.

Some aspects of me, myself and I
A) I am very friendly because I like giving what I never actually received.
B) Although I'm a native Greek I love English language and I'm currently writing a novel with plans to publish it on Amazon
C) When extremely depressed, I don't speak with anyone about anything - online or in real life (I say extremely because depressed I'm 99% of the time)
D) I'm looking to escape
E) I don't have any friends. Let's face it, you wouldn't be a friend with a homeless guy even though I never begged or stole anything - homeless people are almost invisible
F) I don't want realism, I want magic.
G) I don't want things the way they are, I want them the way they should be.

Sorry for the extremely long post but I love writing and it is the only thing I'm good at and I chose to write here only about serious stuff because the sexual ones will be way more common in the rest of the days.

P.S. Screaming for help since day 1
 
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Greetings everyone!
I gave myself a few days to see if like the site before posting here and, well, I love the site.
For things, I shouldn't talk here about I'm deeply depressed since I can remember myself and find it hard to socialize because frankly, humans aren't my favorite species.
Until March I was either sleeping at hostels for homeless people or outdoors. In March I managed to find a job at the airport and then BOOM, coronavirus happened and they put our jobs on hold from late March until late July but thankfully we get a portion of the salary.
However, due to the unexpected pandemic from October, I'll be unemployed and soon homeless - that's some bad luck.

Some aspects of me, myself and I
A) I am very friendly because I like giving what I never actually received.
B) Although I'm a native Greek I love English language and I'm currently writing a novel with plans to publish it on Amazon
C) When extremely depressed, I don't speak with anyone about anything - online or in real life (I say extremely because depressed I'm 99% of the time)
D) I'm looking to escape
E) I don't want realism, I want magic.
F) I don't want things the way they are, I want them the way they should be.

Sorry for the extremely long post but I love writing and it is the only thing I'm good at and I chose to write here only about serious stuff because the sexual ones will be way more common in the rest of the days.

P.S. Screaming for help since day 1
Hope this site can give you some much needed happiness
 

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That really sounds horrible and I hope you are able to make it thru this rough patch. I always feel rather unlucky in life also, but I guess seeing other people's situations puts things into perspective. Sometimes you have to keep pushing thru a lot of crap in your life to get to a better place. Maybe people on this site or just looking around on this site may help you to find a better headspace. Looking forward to hearing some positive news from you :)
 

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Though I live in the United States, I still have some experience in dealing with persons with chronic depression and also homelessness. I say this not because I traveled that path, but because I am a social worker. I work primarily in the HIV field. I wish I knew the resources of Greece, so I could offer specific suggestions, but unfortunately I know nothing about the health care or social service systems of Greece, so I will keep my comments more general.
It sounds like despite a very rough road that you had traveled, you had some glimmer of hope when you were working, but the COVID 19 crisis wiped that out for you. But, please don’t forget that you had a taste of things being different and I hope that you will hold onto hope for the future. It is hard to predict where we will be with COVID in a few months, so I won’t make promises to you. I find that you are excellent in your communication of your feelings. If you would take advantage of the opportunity to reach out for mental health treatment, it is clear that you can communicate how you feel and more importantly how you want to feel. But, as much as you desire that magic wand, it just won’t be there. Surviving chronic depression requires work and it may require medication. Working through the early fog of some medications is a challenge and it can take a few weeks to show improvement. Again, no magic wand. I do hope that you will find the courage and hope to try. Joining LPSG is a great idea because you can communicate with others here. And while you are not comfortable with social interaction, it is that very interaction that can inspire hope and direct you to the right resources for you. It is going to require willingness to work and to change. It isn’t going to be magic, but the end result can be a great improvement.
I know that you did not mention drugs or risky sex in your post, but please refrain from both. Even though they are a way of self medicating, they will only complicate your problems. I sincerely wish you the best.

By the way, your English is very good and I’m pleased to hear that you enjoy writing. Imagine the possibilities of your writing if you possessed a clear mind and life is going well for you.

welcome to LPSG!
 

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Welcome. Sorry to hear about your misfortune. I have had several periods in my own life when I felt that things could not get much worse. I have been very fortunate that depression was never a dark cloud hanging over me. There have been times when I felt as though I was walking "through the valley of the shadow of death." At the present time I have been able to move beyond. I pray that you will find piece of mind during these times of tribulations. Keep on the sunny side. I donrealize that that can be very challenging. You should as though you are very capable of doing that.
 

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It sounds like despite a very rough road that you had traveled, you had some glimmer of hope when you were working

I had hope that maybe I could do more than just survive but...:poop:

If you would take advantage of the opportunity to reach out for mental health treatment, it is clear that you can communicate how you feel and more importantly how you want to feel. But, as much as you desire that magic wand, it just won’t be there. Surviving chronic depression requires work and it may require medication.

Maybe I want to much by wanting to have real happiness and not an artificial one. Beside fake happiness would make 0 good when I'm back searching for food in the garbage bins

I know that you did not mention drugs or risky sex in your post, but please refrain from both.

I've always been free from both

Imagine the possibilities of your writing if you possessed a clear mind and life is going well for you.

That is like 10% me and 90% "luck"

P.S. for some people living is just a slow way to die

welcome to LPSG

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