Hello, My name is Lukaku Jones. I'm a former missionary from Kenia. And Yes I am black. I am almost 40years old when I write this. I am single and live alone. I do not have any parents anymore but I do have a sister. Her name is Halelujah. Halelujah Jones. More about her later. I don't know what else to tell you other then my fascination for women has grown over the years. I found that I was very human and it would have been very easy to find myself a woman. It turned out to be just sex. Amazingly enough after my first experience the word spread fast. Actually it was my sister who had and still has a very active sex life who introduced me to my first sexual encounter. I already brought people the word of god. I was 20 and she was 30. She was a blonde european lady who worked in the local hospital. Not as a nurse but as a receptionist. It was a very casual meeting. We were introduced and after that we decided to meet again. I picked her up but we never left the house. I can tell you what I remember. As I said, she was blond and had wide but firm buttocks. It was the first time I was really close to any woman so I noticed lots of things. How blonde women have tiny hairs all over there body. You can only see them when the light reflects in a certain way. Maybe it's not all blonde women but she had. She was tanned too. The patron of those tiny hairs mesmerized me for some time. Especially on her back and behind but all that happened later. I was clumsy and didn't know how to handle a situation when a man is alone with a women. What do you do? There was nothing to talk about within minutes but she was not showing me the door. Something inside me said I should do something and in an awkward moment I just laid my hand on her bottom. It was nice and warm and I liked the curve and firmness of it. After that things went fast. She took my hand I could hardly keep up with her, thats how fast we moved ourself through the room to het bedroom. She dropped on her knees and unzipped my pants just as if she was expecting to find something there. I already had an erection. It was moist with precum within seconds after her face was on the same hight as my crutch. She looked at it, frozen for just a split second, stood up and started to undress. I still get an erection when I think of that moment, how she removed her shirt took of her panties and stepped out of her panties. Her panties were white and high cut. She just spread herself on top of the bed, spread her legs and waved at me. I undressed and approached her, trying not to show that I didn't know what to do next. Of course when I was on top of her I had to ask her where to put it in. I also told her it was my first time. She was wet but tight when the tip of my went into her. It was painfull to but after a while I slid into her and started to enjoy it. When I pushed it all in she came but I didn't know untill afterwards when she told me. She threw her legs up and i started to slide in and out. She enjoyed it and I thought that i wasn't doing very well untill she asked me if it was really my first time. I answered yes. I came 3 times that day. Each tiem I slid in her she was wetter and easier to fuck. each time I fucked her it was easier for me to keep it hard and not come within minutes. I understood that fucking was a skill you could acquire by doing it a lot. After that things changed. I became a wolf in service of god. There were no women I could not get since I was an important person in my church. I stopped doing it though because it was taking me over and it had become embarassing. This is a forum for men who are well endowed. I have never had any complaints about my physical features. Never. I have had sex with all kinds of women. None of them where the same. Some where so tight that you could safely leave some small change behind since nobody would be able to get to it. Other could carry around entire bags of grocery in there but they still managed to cum. Others would not cum no matter how hard you used any technicque you've learned to use or how gentle you were and yet others would leak when you would just touch their hand with the slightes touch, wetting themselves through there pants. Others could not take me deep enough and yet others started to bleed because I was to thick. Some were a joy to fuck and others would give you that feeling that sex is just crap. Bad sex is worse then anything because it takes away something. I have had sex with women who were depressed and I had sex with women who saw me as a notch on their bed post. I had sex with women who wanted to get back on there ex's and subsequently that sex was bad. But I could have sex with hundreds more. And I never had sex with the woman of my dreams to whom I didn't feel any sexual atraction too (but seeing her smile makes me walk on clouds)but her sister...seeing her wiggling her wide ass gives me wood for at least two weeks and massive orgasms yet I hate her. You explain because I can't. I love sex and I wish it was easier to come by. Nowadays it is a daily striggle to keep away from tight arsed 16 year olds. Keeping away I will since I still have a conscience easily guiltified. I love women. I love how they smell and how they look out of their eyes when you realize they want you. I love how they can't help themselves being horny around me. It is strange, amusing yet very sexual since I want sex right there and then, when I know they don't know how to get to the beef without all the trimmings. Funny how they daddle around wanting my big cock stuffed up their juicy wet pussy when they think of a romantic way that would preserve there dignity to the outside world. Frustrating too. Funny and sometimes baffling is my taste in women. Why? Because for some reason the foto model or super model type doesn't do it for me. Only when I watched their face and hear them speak my interest is aroused or not. Just a healthy feminine figure with a cute face will be enough for me. No, not face, eyes. Sweetness in the eyes. Like for instance, my new job as a programmer brings with it a lot of badly dressed and sometimes frumpy women. The ones not having anything to do with the IT business look and dress much better. Still, at least one of the it related women has a hold on me in a way. She wears glasses, wears her hair short and is short althogether, wears nice clothes but badly chosen for her figure since her hips are significantly wider then her shoulders (which is a good thing). First time I encountered her she was bent over looking into the dishwasher machine. I had an instant hardon but turned away when she looked up. But I saw her butt and it was nice. I also noticed het candid smile. Days later she came by my cubicle to ask me about the printer. I am the first you bumb into when you enter the room and since I was there she assumed I knew about printers which I don't. I walked with her to see how to fix the printer when I noticed something about her body language. It said; your nice. I call it "an opening" in her aura. She would have let me in if I would just ask her. It got even better since she kept asking questions and kept smiling at my face with her body frontal towards me(my eyes always wander across a womans body when I talk to them, I can't help it). She also talked about herself. No, I am not saying she wanted sex just that I had sparked her interest as an unknown male. As she walked away I again noticed that she really had a very nice behind. Wild thoughts about how I would lay her on her stomach and fuck her from behind came to my mind in vivid colours. I felt a massive sperm build up and had to think of something else just to get through the day without soiling my briefs. The other day I noticed this woman who also works where I work. She was of the big kind. A bit like how a stationwagon is different from a hatch back. She had thick naturally multicolored blonde hair. She had a wide backward sticking ass which looked tight. Small feet and small hands, perfect teeth too. To be honest, although she was modestly weldressed you could see that she knew men noticed her. Allthough she was not slim it was clear that men flocked to her rosy cheeked disposition. Not only for her body but because of her innocent looking cuteness. The way her pants crumpled told me she was quite limber. Can you imagine? A large girl limber enough to put her ankles behind her head? Consequently, her tight and firm ass ..you know..maybe I was fantasizing, no wait, I did fantasize about her small juicy and tight slit between her tighs. Groping and sucking her tits while I would slowly slip her the full lenght then pounding and grinding her fleshy mount untill she would moan and then cum as a small earthquake. I had to look away because I was already fantaszing about how I would turn her around and fuck her doggystyle while overlooking that fantastic plane of womanlyness, soft skin and transparantly blond hair leading the way to her wet opening, all the well inhaling her wetness like I was on coke. I looked away, not decided if I would fill her up with rocket fuel or just spray it on her back and wait untill she turns around smiles satisfyingly. I think I'd do the latter. Seeing her smile with that perfect row of teeth would get me hard again.