I am a straight guy (I think), but I am obsessed with large dicks. It gets me excited more than women by far. However, the thought of having sex with a man, involving kissing etc. is not something I think I would ever do. Are there others out there with similar feelings? I am sure that under the right circumstances, I would suck someone off, but anal sex, top or bottom, is not appealing to me. I have 2 children and make love to my wife, but this is driving me crazy. I was brought up conservatively and I am having guilt feelings. I don't know what makes one gay or bisexual. I do not get excited by handsome men or their bodies. It's just dicks. What is going on? Am I gay, bisexual, confused or what? I want to look at big dicks and masturbate, which I do constantly. My own dick is a tad above average, about 7" x 6". My girth is the only thing that has been commented on by my lovers. Please reply and ease my angst. Thanks. '