Okay, so there's this guy that works at the gym I goto. He's beautiful! You walk in and he just gives you this smile like he's soooo happy to see you, and it makes me smile and gah!
Anyway! I've been interested in him for awhile now, and today he actually called me by name as i was leaving (totally had the "omg he knows my name" school girl moment lol). Thought I was gonna die! heh but yeah...I don't know how to approach him, don't know how to ask him out??? Don't know what to say OR ANYTHING
Most of the time I just kinda panic and like 'have a nice day! *run*' When I'm nervous I flush red, so embarrassing. And I just know if i walk up to him and try to do anything beyond casual business-client relation, i'll freak lol. Although sometimes I feel like he's very friendly. Once I walked in and he got all giddy, big smile, hand in the air waving....like, above the head. But I have a tendency to misjudge these things....Sigh
I really just have no idea how to be that person. I don't know how to be in a relationship nor do I know how to engage one. I don't know what to talk about and honestly, I'm scared...afraid...TERRIFIED! Mostly I just wanna walk up to him and be like 'are you available? interested in going out sometime?' and then i'm like ARE YOU CRAZY?! lol It makes me sad that I can't do this...or don't know how to do this. It's not something I do, ever done...any of it. I've always wanted to be the one pursued. Feel like it lessens my chances of being hurt...i dunno! HELP me IF you CAN =/
Anyway! I've been interested in him for awhile now, and today he actually called me by name as i was leaving (totally had the "omg he knows my name" school girl moment lol). Thought I was gonna die! heh but yeah...I don't know how to approach him, don't know how to ask him out??? Don't know what to say OR ANYTHING
Most of the time I just kinda panic and like 'have a nice day! *run*' When I'm nervous I flush red, so embarrassing. And I just know if i walk up to him and try to do anything beyond casual business-client relation, i'll freak lol. Although sometimes I feel like he's very friendly. Once I walked in and he got all giddy, big smile, hand in the air waving....like, above the head. But I have a tendency to misjudge these things....Sigh
I really just have no idea how to be that person. I don't know how to be in a relationship nor do I know how to engage one. I don't know what to talk about and honestly, I'm scared...afraid...TERRIFIED! Mostly I just wanna walk up to him and be like 'are you available? interested in going out sometime?' and then i'm like ARE YOU CRAZY?! lol It makes me sad that I can't do this...or don't know how to do this. It's not something I do, ever done...any of it. I've always wanted to be the one pursued. Feel like it lessens my chances of being hurt...i dunno! HELP me IF you CAN =/