Hi, guys. I am a 27 year old guy who lives in northern NJ (Morris County). Until recently I have always considered myself to be straight and to this point I have only been with women. However, over the last few years I've become increasingly turned on by looking at certain really large thick cocks when I watch porn and have started to fantasize about sucking dick myself. I've developed an obsession with the cock of the pornstar Mark Ashley and lately when I watch videos featuring him and get just as much (maybe more) enjoyment out of watching his cock being sucked and wishing it could be me as I do from watching the beautiful women giving him the blowjob. As a result, I've begun to wonder if maybe I should try to pursue local opportunities to suck dick for the first time via message boards such as this one. However, there are a few variables that might make my pursuit of this interest either very difficult or not feasible at all. First, I am only turned on my men if they have a large (8 inches plus) thick cock that is circumcised and nicely shaved. Also, I would prefer someone in my age range (like 30 or younger). Finally, I'm a bit scared to act out on this fantasy by arranging a meeting with a total stranger because they could be a creepy weirdo, criminal, drug addict, etc. who may try to hurt me in some way. I'm always hearing things in the news about people getting robbed, sexually assaulted, killed, etc. by people that they arrange sexual encounters with through sites like Craig's List. If any of you feel that you fulfill the conditions that I've listed for my first cock sucking experience, please send me a private message on this site and I will then respond with my email address where you can send me pictures of your cock. Then maybe we can discuss further the feasibility of arranging a meeting. In addition, if any of you have any advice or suggestions on how to carry out my fantasy in a safe manner so that I can feel comfortable I would greatly appreciate it.
thanks to all and take care
thanks to all and take care
