Was at the gym the other day working out and had finished and went to the locker room. I got undressed and went to the showers, like usual. It's the kind that look like stalls and have curtains that of course are too narrow to fit all the way across the width of the shower stall, so you can usually see other people and they can see you. (aren't all gyms like this!) or maybe just the onces in chicago. But anyway, I was just about done when a guy came in and took the shower across from me. This guy was hung! I'd guess probably at least 7 inches soft... but his cock started to rise a bit almost immediately when he got in the shower. he didn't even bother to close the curtain, which also caught my attention immediatley. We made eye contact and it ended up gradualy turning into this game where we would kinda look each other up and down and sope up our asses and balls... that kind of thing. I have seen people do this kind of back and fourth, and have never participated mainly cuz i was too scared of being caught and i also have a boyfriend and felt weird about it. But something was different for me this time for some reason and this guy really got my juices going and i just went with the flow. Well, long story short, we basicallly kept watching each other the whole time, stroking until eventually, we both came. After that we both towelled off, gave each other a nod and went on our separate ways. we didn't touch each other or come close to one another. I really didn't even want to touch or be touched. It was more about the show I guess. i have been dating someone for a few months now... when i was getting dressed after this shower, i had this tindge of guilt. I didn't touch anything, but i did just participate in ... something, i guess. i didn't really know how i was supposed to feel about it. is it bad what i did? kinda confused. i guess the fact that i feel guilty might say something? but at the same time i didn't necessarily touch anyone else per say. maybe i shouldn't think this hard about it but i'm quite honestly genuenly confused about how i should feel.