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This is a very strange post, but I will write how I feel.
I am not straight but neither am I fully gay, I flip flop, but not been with a guy for over 5 yrs.
My GF and I are going through a rough patch due to the death of our babies and its creating a toxic environment so we have not been sleeping together.
I have been jacking off to gay porn, and decided to get back into shape and rejoin a gym.
I used to go to the gym a lot and was in pretty good shape but I sacrificed that in the relationship.
I now go about 4-5 times / week and feel energised but I now have no desire to jack off to gay porn, and focus on girls and straight porn. I'm really confused as the work outs are high intensity eg
I will do 10 squats at 80kg or legpress at 120kg, then immediately 10 pull ups, then immediately 10 press ups and then immediately 10 ab roller excercises (the wheel where you roll it out and bring it back in)
So thats 40 reps with no rest, and do 5 sets.
I have noticed that I have begun to loose the fat and my 2 abs are now showing.
Ultimately our brains are just a bunch of neurons with chemical neurotransmitters and under the influence of hormones / environmental factors.
My question is this, has anyone else had anything similar happen to them?
I am not straight but neither am I fully gay, I flip flop, but not been with a guy for over 5 yrs.
My GF and I are going through a rough patch due to the death of our babies and its creating a toxic environment so we have not been sleeping together.
I have been jacking off to gay porn, and decided to get back into shape and rejoin a gym.
I used to go to the gym a lot and was in pretty good shape but I sacrificed that in the relationship.
I now go about 4-5 times / week and feel energised but I now have no desire to jack off to gay porn, and focus on girls and straight porn. I'm really confused as the work outs are high intensity eg
I will do 10 squats at 80kg or legpress at 120kg, then immediately 10 pull ups, then immediately 10 press ups and then immediately 10 ab roller excercises (the wheel where you roll it out and bring it back in)
So thats 40 reps with no rest, and do 5 sets.
I have noticed that I have begun to loose the fat and my 2 abs are now showing.
Ultimately our brains are just a bunch of neurons with chemical neurotransmitters and under the influence of hormones / environmental factors.
My question is this, has anyone else had anything similar happen to them?