My chosen partner challenges me (finally), His amazing 8.9 girth stuffs me out mercilessly but it is what I have trained my body for so he already knows I could learn to take larger girth if it exists. His extreme length defeats me so far, so I have to work and work to ever take him fully. Whether I can ever take it isnt the point, to me, its whether hes truly huge, not big, but monumentally huge, in weight, look and feel I need to know I am at or near enough at the top of the size gene pool choosing him. This matters to a HC mind-set. Its primeval nature, the attraction of the biggest penis male, the one to procreate with. Thats HC Size Queen thinking in its raw state akin to natural selection As a serious shower, his threatening bulge advertises my SQ status to all we meet, regardless if they like the display or not. He knows this and likes it. Thats what it takes with me. I push myself. I push men. My partner knows if I ever find another 12+ or a fatter girth, my hands and mouth will be on that guys dick right in front of him. His reaction is go for it with encouragement, so I suppose my SQ-ness isnt over only dormant just because he is the biggest overall volume penis I have met (yet). The odds of anyone bigger are narrow enough to have made my choice easy once I measured him. He understands that I wont even tell him hes the biggest. Hes beyond huge but HC Theory still holds. So, is HC SQ a state of mind or is it defined by action or willingness to act if fate presents a chance to attempt serious size? Is a mere liking for big or large cocks truly the mark of a size queen or is there an imperative to be always be looking around the next corner for the huge guys with the bigger set of stats? If you are female and consider yourself a Size Queen and you already settled why did you do it? How driven are you all and at what point will you settle, if at all, and say thats it?